Thursday, November 15, 2007
Synopsis for The Week {♥}
November 12thI finally attended my first meeting for all the advisory representatives and student council. Oh great, I have to stay every Monday now. Wtf.. if I don't even like getting up for school on Monday's, why would I want to stay after for an extra hour or two?! x/ Anyway, we spent 50 minutes talking about stuff to do to raise money, but never knew exactly WHAT we wanted to raise money for. -___- Our president won't be attending the meetings for 2 weeks, so he has his taking his place for that time. Omg, she's so dumbfounded. No leader justs interacts with everyone.. you actually have to research things and know what you're talking about. That whole meeting was pointless. So in the time we realized we didn't have anything to use the money for, Mr. Lee and I suggested, which should have already been brought up, ask our homeroom members what they would like to see at school, what they think should be done to make it better. So with that, that was our homework for the week, and we have to present it to everyone on Monday... I hope this gets interesting. :/
November 14th
So.. today it was super obvious that Tilford and his ex-girlfriend, who keeps breaking up with him, are back together. I can't lie and say I don't care. Maybe it's a bit better than before, but I can't and I won't ignore that I'm mad, MAD angry. Redundant, but true. I mean before, I use to be enraged and just depressed. I actually picked my blog icon based on my expression that was made during something that happened with them and I. If you don't know what I'm talking about, read this blog entry; starting at the October 10th paragraph.
Anyway, honestly I really shouldn't be mad because the scenario is quite normal within my life. He loves her, but enjoys other girls, she loves him, but she's sick of his actions.. she breaks up with him, he misses her, she misses him, they make out, get back together, and then the same stupid ass process continues again. But what's different about this little sick story is, I'm apart of it, and I just keep getting dragged in. Right now, I feel like tying both of them to a very large flag pole out in the middle of nowhere and yelling out, "I hope you're very happy together! Oh! And if I were you, I'd double check if the bottoms of my shoes were rubber, because it's a thunderstorm tonight!" x] That would be nice.. but very unrealistic.. I can dream can't I? I can't stand to watch them being overly loving, so I just act like it's sweet when i 'm really thinking of horrible things. I suck.. but who really cares?
What's funny is how all these other girls act as if they can't live without men, and I just can't see why. I can't connect like that.. I mean, yeah I felt that way before, but I never over do it like everyone else... In everything I do, I feel like I'm missing out in life. I feel so unoriginal and tired. I keep wondering what other people do in their lives... and I can't find out. People are all so different. That's honestly a reason why I love personal blogs. It's interesting to see what others do in their lives, and how much change it is for me. Wait.. I need to get out more o_o
Anyway, I didn't get a chance to finish my school day because I had a dentist appointment, so I left before lunch ended. We got to the dentist a little before our appointment time, but it wasn't a long wait. They called me in and began setting up everything. I was minding my own business and watching an Alicia Key's video on the TV in the room, when I heard a loud screech from a fire marshal truck outside the building. You see, my dentist office is a building with other businesses inside of it, maybe on every floor. One of the businesses a floor underneath the office is the NAACP office. So the nurse came in and put some ___ in my mouth when she told me she'd be right back. It had been about 10 minutes before the doctor came in and said, "Alright get up, we have to go." I was like... "Huh? Wha..." Then some fire fighter came in and said something about how there was some kind of package delivered down stairs, and the lady had it on her lap when this powder started pouring out. So I was looking like.. what?! They moved all the patients into the waiting room and we just waited there for like 15 minutes. After that they kept going back and fourth saying things like, "Oh, we can continue the appointment now, it's alright." To things like, "Um no, we have to evacuate.. or just wait until they say so.." blah blah. And so that went on for about a good hour. Then the doctor eventually showed my mom and I how it looked outside. We had heard the alarms and saw that one fire fighter but we didn't know how it looked outside. We went in the room I was in and saw these guys in yellow suits all protected, and all the workers in the building, police officers, fire fighters, guards, civilians, etc. After all the sitting and talking looking at the people we went back into the office, and got stopped by these HOT firefighters :'} Omg, I felt like those girls in booty call where they had a male stripper dressed as a fire fighter o_o I think that was that movie... Who cares?! They were hot!!! xD *impulse*.. I almost had a spasm when I ran into one of them. One minute I'm strolling back into the waiting room of a deadly dentist office, and then BAM, I must of died and went to Heaven, smack dead in the middle of 3 gorgeous guys, freaking out like no bodies business xD After that split second, regained contentiousness and just laughed it off. Omg, really.. they looked like male models, it wasn't even funny. I actually see now how some females pass out over guys. I always thought that was like super ridiculous.. I nearly keeled over!! Rofl~ The freakin' nurses rushed off to give them a card, trying to have them as clients. -_- Damn! I should of started a fire.. x) One of them was just... gorgeous, and had the best smile and he kept smiling.. *melts* I can't wait to grow up :D I'm going to leave it at that.
Anyway, more on the important topic at hand, here's the short article {HERE} on the incident.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Managing 2 blogs?? ._.
Yep.. that's right. I finally took the initiative... OMG! I spelled initiative right!! :D*ahem*
I know I never mentioned anything about getting another blog, but I'd been thinking about it ever since I got this account. I'd been thinking recently how my term as a Junior was coming to an end.. and I had planned on getting a new account else where as a senior.. just to get started on my 'College Blog'. But with so many people I know over at LJ, that's right, I got a Live Journal account, I figured I might as well now.
I don't plan to delete this account. I love this blog.. I log online a lot more here than any other site. But my original plan was just to have more readers, and since LJ has a vast amount of communities and members to interact with, it seemed well fit.
I was contemplating for at least an hour over what my url should be.. My first idea was to have the same as this one. But it's already long and at LJ it would have been longer, so I didn't go with it. Then I was just gonna use sustained, but someone had it. So I liked Crea a lot, Ayumi's side name, but I didn't want it so plain.. eventually I ended up using Uraayu, the first photo book I'd seen by Ayumi and with the most meaningful pictures. But to me it was also revolved around indifferentness.. so I stuck with it.
Link to me there, please! Even though it's kinda dead for now..
Poine @ LJ :)
Crap.. seems I can't take icons from member's there anymore xD
