Hmm. What happened that night, i'm not sure I can go on with what happened earlier. I'm swear..I am sooo sick of my aunt. I live with her and my mother..she's terrible..just so many issues and quirks, she's so damn tiring. It's not new to me to say so, since I find myself hating her all the time..but this time....I think i'm just fed up. But i'm gonna stay positive. She's giving me a headache. Good music is always here to calm me down because if it wasn't, i'd probably go psycho on her. First, she has a friend and co-worker, Marilyn? We (as in me and my mom) don't even like her..or any of my aunts friends actually. So she comes home from work, house not so neat..my mom and I are sitting casually when we hear a man's voice. My mom freaked and ran upstairs to freshen up, xD Anyway, I was on the computer listening to music. They walked in and she introduced him..which by now don't remember the idiots name..and we shook hands. They went off and about their business when later he went to the bathroom. I snuck in the livingroom where they were and asked my aunt who he was. She said.."A friend of mine and Marylin's." I'm like since when..she's like 'since a couple of weeks.' Now, my aunt is known for being a total sucker. One of those people who get ripped off easy, naive and stupid, and follows the crowd. So I was angry when she said that. I was trying to figure out why he was there and why she even let him in. Within two hours he went to the bathroom five times..FIVE! So..he was either drunk, had some kind of bladder problem or a STD. Oh, and every time he finished going to the bathroom(which is by the room me and my mom were in) he would stop and talk to us. DAMN! We didn't want to be bothered! They turned on music really really loud! Got drunk, started talking stupid and really annoying us..and when it was time to leave..he stopped by one last time for a long time. I was still just listening to music so he was all in my business. He asked me what music I liked and started talking about college majors, and then talking about how he works at a computer company and how he's not broke and real dumb shit. Like he KEPT repeating.."I'm not from Georgia, i'm from La!! California!" And had to show me his LA cap he had on each time. He also kept saying he could get anything we wanted. WTF?! And if I knew any better, i'd say my "can't you see i'm busy, leave me alone you freak" facial expressions were showing through. But he didn't care..he was hitting on me..asking me if it was anything I wanted, and how Valentines day is close. Scum bag, my mom turned off the TV when he said that, lol. I wanna know how if he wasn't broke, why he was at our house, eating our food, instead of being at a pricey restaurant eating prime rib steak. -_- Then..he repeated some more stuff and shook my hand for some reason..and pulled me for a hug! xD I am sooo mean, because as soon as we got close enough I pulled back and said, "Uh..let's not." LMAO! I can't believe I said that, oh god, I still can't believe it because I wouldn't have usually. I would of just did it or found another way out. My mom told me I can be a bitch sometimes, but she's glad I did that because she was about to stab him, lol. He also mistook my mom for aunt..what, did my aunt forget to mention I was her niece? Because he said she told him I was her daughter. I hate easy women! Always running after people and they don't do anything but USE her. Such an idiot adult. But anyway, he left after that, lucky for him. Because we thought she was gonna try and let him stay overnight..oh no. I told my mom if she did, I would put him out myself. Maybe her too if she let him in..and if he wanted to stay, I was calling the police. Another thing, she drove him here in her car..and she took him home and hasn't got back yet. I'm worried, angry and frustrated all together because of that. Point? I hate stupid unworthy adults. End of story.
Well..the weather's chilly, windy and wet. Like it has been for the last two weeks. I finally got my hair done..all that talk, I don't even think i'm going to Nyna's party because I can't get in touch with her. =/ Maybe i'll go shopping instead. Yeah.. :)) I need to treat myself, i've been stressing with school and health problems. I want two Nana rings for St. Valentines. The orb ring and skull ring. That would make me sooo happy. And then get the rest of my gifts later on. ^^
This guy I liked has been in the hospital all week. I missed him. He asked my why I didn't visit him.. ;( But, that's okay. I only missed his cute face. I got so turned off today, I don't think I like him, lol. He's a tad bit too childish for me. Also! For some reason when he was in the hospital his voice totally changed. I mean, the guy sounds like he never hit puberty, it's so unattractive, xD...and he just kept talking and flexing in front of everyone. And he just wouldn't leave me be. So annoying, gawd. >_< Next..what happened yesterday?? Ah! When that guy was over I had said I was listening to music..I was listening to Anna Tsuchiya like all that time. She has a new song out called "Lucy"..and I had the video on my computer..I LOVE that song! That along with "Slap That Naughty Body", lol. The videos are great too! Both I can't get enough of. She rocks hard, Anna does. So original. ;3 And distinctive, hah. Anna's a type of artist that either you love or hate. She's weird and has her own crazy spunky style, and shows off that in these videos. That top picture..from the "Strip me?" album I can only think of "Zero" & "Rose" that I also love..is "Change Your Life" on there too..?? Well anyways..I have the songs but the site where I upload them is down..so I provided the videos from YouTube. Enjoy. :]
Also, I listened to a bit of Olivia Lufkin, but only one song..well two Anna songs before, but I listened to a lot, those are just my favorite. >> With Olivia it's "Stars Shining Out" from her new mini-album "The Cloudy Dreamer". :] I have the song and video...the video is creative and awesome..but so weird. And her outfits were not pretty as usual. But..the song is great, so who cares. ;x
I didn't go to school today..been way busy allll weekend, actually starting from Thursday.
I've had micros in my head for the last two months..GAH! I'm never ever getting them again unless not with my real hair, and three people promise to help me take it down! T_T
It took 7 hours for it to get done and four days for it to be taken down..after that, my head is sooo jacked up, I had to skip school today because I still have to wash it, cut it, groom it, etc, etc.. *sigh*
I know my Mandarin Orange missed me..T.T I forgot to call her and tell her I wouldn't be at school..xP She's gonna beat me up tomorrow..so is the rest of them. I hope I didn't miss anything, things always happen when i'm not there -//-
This Saturday, i'm suppose to (as to my wishes) be going to Nyna's converting party..it's so so sad though, her parents are making her change her religion to Catholic..>> I really don't care too much, a week ago we were still enemies, but she said she absolutely wanted me to come, so she can redeem herself and our new friendship......can't wait to see how that's gonna turn out..afterwards, we're meeting at this place where the real party will begin. I still don't really like Nyna, but I never really had a problem with her..it was always more I hated her with a passion, lol. I just hope we don't end up going at it again. I don't wanna waste my time...
I haven't been able to get on the computer much..my Biology Teacher Mrs. Barkley called my mom and told her a stupid story..just because I didn't feel up to completing my work. She always takes her anger out on people instead of those who really piss her off. I gave my book to Alex because he needed it..normally I wouldn't but it's not like I was using it. So when she asked me where my book was, I told her Alex had it and she totally flipped and started yelling at how stupid that was..she didn't even ask why I did it, and directly contacted my mom..i'm not sure if I will be able to go to Nyna's party..
Umm, all that's been happening..and finding more Nana stuff.
BB gave me her mobile phone #, and told me to text her whenever I was in trouble. Haha. Just because I was whining Kai was stressing me out, lol. She's so worrysome..she spoils me. She said it seems I get treated like a princess and that she can't but find how I act adorable, so she kept called me 'Kawaii Princess Poine' xD Yah, she needs to stop, i've already gotten use to it, I thought i'd only sound true to Dewi and Momo, lol.
Speaking of Soyoung(Momo)..she's making fansigns and i've decided to also..so if anyone is interested and wants a fansign, say so on me C-box and i'll prolly have it in by next week or later.. :] I won't be like her and say, "If you want one, you have to make one for me too! If you don't, I won't make one for you!! >:(" xD She's so stubborn.. that's okay, no one has to if they don't want to. And I do customize, so if you want a design i'll try my best. ^.^
The picture up there..Soyoung made that one for Jungie! :D (in case anyone is lost on what a fansign is) Jungie's is nice, lol, and so true.
I can't wait for mine to be finished, heh. I wanted purple Vivienne Westwood Orbs on mine..I wonder if she'll so it..>> Even so, i'll post all the fansigns up when they all get done.
Even though it is the season for big alcoholic celebration, 21st coming up, this summer was the very first time I had a drink at the bar. This wasn't the first, a few lines of ignited shots were, lol, but this was one especially made for me and my friend by the bartender at the end of the night~ I say very nice touch to the end of that part day, and a happy 21st birthday to me from Ai-Tune Karaoke x3
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