Thursday, November 08, 2007
+Hearts+
Today was nice.. ^^I wore my expensive boots, my attractive blouse, did my hair different, went to all my favorite classes, ate good, spent time with my favorites, felt cute; good simple day..
My advisement teacher FINALLY treated us to those delicious wings.. even though she forgot the drinks and I had to stop at every water fountain, it was still worth it x)
Stayed after school with Mr. Lee.. for like 3 hours, but it was totally fine. He's a nice man.. not like Mr. Lakhani -__- He's just stupid when it comes to sentimental stuff.. idiot man x/ Anyway, Mr. Lee and I had a nice talk after tutorial.. it was night out when we left, he ended up walking me out :] That long ass way we went.. but I wanted to talk long so I choose to go the long way, lol. I enjoyed that.. think i'll do it agin tomorrow.. if I feel up to it.
Before that, in Accounting, Terry was mad I didn't sit by him like always.. but he was alright later. Oh lord, I sat by Shante and Tilford.. they both said that he asked where I was since I came to class late.. this was because I was enjoying my wing snack, xD So anyway, I guess it's because when I came in I didn't say anything to him.. but it wasn't intentional. While over there with them, I found out that Tilford is single. He seems to be all nice now that he's apart from his girl again. I don't know why he's clinging to me now, I hope he doesn't expect me to continue our relationship like nothing happened, like he wasn't a total asshole. And I was pissed off at that in the beginning, but he actually set down and told me he was in love with her. So I was glad. I know that might be stupid, but you have to know that i've been wondering that for a while.. that let's me know a lot of things. And at the end of class I got to see some of his new artwork, and one picture I really liked, he let me have ^.^ Then all through the rest of the period we kept joking.. it had been a while since I got to enjoy that, so it was also nice.
It's time's like this when I realized how all of them including Terry, and other like Jeremy and Cody are all Seniors.. they'll be leaving me next year T_T
Later tonight, I found a site that had Nana movie 2 for download. I downloaded part one and watched some of it.. it was like watching the anime, but worse T-T Not like the anime is bad, it's excellent.. and the manga, but I'm really disappointed with the acting in the movies. I didn't even finish it and already it was annoying. Just really all the happy parts though.. they're too overdone. Everything else is fine. So far including the first movie, i'd give it a 7 out of 10 =/
Gotta go to bed now.. :) School again tomorrow~ Plus I have to continue reading my new Newtype Magazine 5th Anniversary Issue.. without Jan Kurotaki scans (; w ;)
Oyasumi♥
Sunday, November 04, 2007
November 4th {♥}
I haven't blogged in a good 2 weeks and a few days.. been really laggy.. didn't want to at all :/ Plus this weekend, including Friday, i've been dreadful on finishing up my Atomic Model Theory Chemistry Project.. UGH.. all that crap = Hell.. The model went down the drain at the last minute.. UGH! I can't procrastinate on anything anymore.. this sucks.. plus I have another one due on the 19th in another class.. which I hadn't started on yet T___T God I hate my slacker-would-be-procrastinator mentality x/ And to top it off, my stomach hurts REALLY badly.. it's getting on my nerves, I want to just quit. Right now I just finished my Oral presentation part of the project.. gotta re-do the model and power point.. felt like blogging a bit to relieve stress..
New Layout; Autumn Falls. Created November 1st :]A summation of all that's been happening since October 17th.. from there to now :]
October 21st
My very first coronation.. and yet I wasn't so intrigued by the things happening there.. even though I WAS mad I didn't get individual pictures. I was too busy catching up with "old friends". Plus I came late.. but everyone was beautiful. And surprisingly, the coronation was shorter than it was suppose to be.
I ran into one old friend, Marteshus.. and a friend of hers I never really liked, Jessica. This is because she always starts drama and she changed Marteshus. Even the day of the Coronation she was dragging everyone around trying to find some girl that wanted to fight her.. she use to be such a coward.. she needs to stop acting hard and shit.
Getting off that, before this month and a bit the month before, I'd gotten into watching a girl named Tricia on Deviant art.com. She's a photographer.. and really great! I also knew a girl named Christina that takes pictures all the time.. and looking at them both, their models, sets, make-up, outfits, themes.. I really wanted to do it too! So I thought of having a cookie baking/ photo shoot with some of my girlfriends. :D I really thought of this because at the coronation I took pictures of Marteshus and Jessica.. I thought they were bad until I loaded them on the computer! They weren't as bad as I thought.. well Jessica's was. -.- She was hot and you could see where under her arm she had sweat A LOT.. o_O Eww dude.. why didn't I see that before? Yuck.. I mean, if you know you're hot, you're gonna keep on your hot clothes just to look cute for people even thought you KNOW you're sweating? -_- Anyways, here they are.. original and black & white w/ border.. just thought it looked better, haha!
China Doll; Old best friend, Marteshus.
Jessica; sweat spot xD Yep, flexing always.. even here.Omg, I can totally take better pictures.. it's just that sometimes models don't want to comprehend.. I take better pictures of myself though =/ Need to work on other objects..
Oh, and here are the CRAPPY pics from the Coronation.. x(
---October 22nd
The very next day I camwhored like crazy in the bathroom.. :3 I'm very happy with those photos.. it really reminded me of L from Death Note or more like Joshua Christopher from Chrono Crusade; Rosette's little brother that went crazy.. I had on lounging pj's just like his.. and since I looked kind of dark it reminded me more of L.. plus the white baggy shirt x] But I named the picture album, House of Mirrors, because they were all bathroom photos taken in the mirror :] It was Tacky Day at my school for Homecoming week and I had on a medium amount of black eye liner, and shimmery gold eye shimmer.. then a reddish one on my eyebrow bone.. so it looked cool xP
Here are the pictures in the bathroom;
Earlier that day I edited the pictures I took the day I got my hair done for the Coronation; Saturday. Remember my October 13th post were I was ranting about wanting to do photoshop and how at the moment I just really wanted to know how to do photo manipulations on the eyes?? Well this girl, Christina, is excellent at Photoshopping eyes and photoshop period! Plus she's an excellent photographer and a beautiful model! She taught me how to do photo manipulations on eyes like she does.. and it turned out good for my first time! :3
Here's are the pictures;
This is one of my favorite eye, full mug, and hue photo manipulation done by Christina. And the model: Christina :] Loather her beauty AND her mad skillz!! xD
Another favorite// skin manipulation.. :]
Duetone/ Hue Manipulation; Little Blue Riding Hood :P
And an all around abstract manipulation :)
BEFORE Christina helped me..
And this is how it looked after :D Not too satisfied compared to her editing skills.. but for my first try, I was relieved I got through it, and happy! :].... Mostly relieved though :'|My second attempt:
Just manipulated the eyes the same way I did the others.. the rest was done using an already made Duotone effect in Photo Impact :]Today, I was in my Graphic Arts class blogging.. even though I never posted.. but I was blogging in there because the day before I couldn't.. OMG.. it was fucxing freezing in that class! And it was also career day/ professional day for Homecoming week, and since I didn't have a profession where there was a certain outfit, like a nurse, or cook.. and I didn't want to just dress with a suit like I do every Thursday.. I wore my short Chinese dress and said I wanted to be a massage therapist.. or a Chinese Interpretor. xD
Why I couldn't blog the day before: My aunt that lives with us went up to Ohio last weekend and brought down her sister; my other aunt Pam. She always has something to say about someone's living, or how she doesn't appreciate something, and what she doesn't like.. we live here. Me, my mom, and my aunt. We do what we do.. and that's the way we live. Who is she, a guest, to come down for like four days and start complaining about the things we do. Do we go up to Ohio saying things about her living? Not to her we don't! So like one of the things she kept doing is complaining about the computer being on and no one using it.. and saying things like, 'why don't you all turn it off? It's sending all those radio waves and killing your body..' OMG.. okay first of all.. i'm on the computer.. and what's the point in shutting it down if i'm about to get on?? She wants to turn it off and when I get on in 3 minutes for me to turn it back on? What the hell for?! I just wanted to slap her and tell her to shut up. So all her complaining, my mom just kept making me turn off the computer.. even when I was on T___T And then i'd leave the room and come back, and she's be on the computer playing cards :o Damn how wrong.. She'd even turn off the GUEST room computer.. which she's suppose to be on.. not the family computer! Even if she IS family.. she's a guest first.. lol. Kidding.. but I wish =/
[EDIT 10/25/7:27 am]
After school, my mom, my aunt and I went to the market.. at first I didn't want to go because I hadn't been on the computer and there were things I wanted to do, plus I hadn't eaten. But the only reason I did decide to go is because they might have went out to get something to eat, and I know my mom wanted me to come. So we don't go the way I like, so I'm already mad, so then when we get there, it started raining and I didn't have anything to cover me, plus my hair was getting fuzzy. So I stayed in the car. They said they were only getting like 5 or 6 things and it would take no time. I ended up falling asleep and since I was uncomfortable, I woke up like an hour raining.. it was raining harder than last time and they still weren't back! I was thinking, 'they should defiantly be back by now..' but it took another hour and a half for them to come back. I still had my Chinese dress on.. nothing else, and it was so cold! Much colder than it was in Graphic Arts earlier.. and it was rainy. I couldn't get out the car. At some point it had stopped raining, but I still didn't wanna come in the store because there was no point. Of course I was cold, but It's also cold in the market, and I didn't want to go in the first place because of all the people.. I was still hungry.. there was no point in going in, so I just waited. (edit later)
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October 26th
Didn't buy my tickets to Homecoming at the school because none of my school friends were going.. but Zhakari's mom ended up paying so it went well. :] She picked me up with Zhakari on the way to the game.. and since she didn't plan on taking me home afterwards because of her after party, her mom graduated from my high school, she offered me to just spent the night at their new house. My mom agreed :] I packed my things and jumped in the car. The game sucked ass! We lost!! Homecoming of all games! 0 - 51 u____u Wow, when they say our football team is sorry, they mean it =/ But I saw a lot of last year graduates. :D And my teachers dressed in regular clothing with their friends.. lol.. that was weird. I mean, all of my teachers are new, so yeah.. first time seeing them out and about x)
When we got there, we couldn't find a spot.. it took us like an hour to find one. When we FINALLY did, Zhakari's mom made us lug around this cooler full of sweatshirts and cap with the school stuff on it ;/ It was cool at first because we came in late and no one saw us, but once we went out later, BOY was I embarrassed.. i'm so glad that guy friend of hers offered to take it from me. *sighs*
So anyways, jumping around.. after getting away from her mom we talked to some people Zhakari knew and headed to the concession stand to get something to snack on.. that's where we saw Bryan and Brandon :D Brandon went to her elementary and Bryan met her year before last out of the family.. i've known them both because they go to my high school.. so it was weird that we all knew each other but didn't know, lol. After talking and standing right by the entrance, Ashely and Peaches came in immediately rushing over, lol. We all went back to our seats and sat together enjoying our company as the lame ass game got worse. :D After a while of mingling, peaches and Ashely left, then it was just me, Brandon, Zhakari and Bryan. All of a sudden a lot of seniors from last year came by.. OMG, I saw Benita. I mean.. I saw her at the Coronation, but it was so hectic I didn't bother going fangirl over it. But at the game, I couldn't help it xD Damn.. I left BOTH my cameras in the car and didn't get a picture ;__; No.. my idol.. x/ Anyway, soon after the boys left and we headed out. We stopped at Taco Bell before going to the house because her mom had an after party to go to.
So we danced and talked and watched TV and went through stuff.. (edit later)
October 31st
Today, the students in my advisement class, which reached up to 50 points for having all our requirements for the month, were to get treated with pizza and wings.. me being one of them :] But our advisor didn't get any of that because the places she chose to go to weren't open yet =/ That was one bad point in my day.. I was really looking forward to that x/
Today I wore my pink yukata rip-off dress.. without the correct shoes that is.. but I changed them at home. Another things about today, I was looking forward in Aretha taking my picture for the year book along with lots of other people dressed up.. that didn't happen.. huge piss off. First, I only SAW like 3 good people dressed up today.. everybody else totally forgot that today was Halloween T_T Those bitches told me to dress up and that we all were gonna take pictures. I'm starting to believe Aretha really doesn't like me, because my outfit was the BEST out of everyones today.. but I still didn't even get a compliment from her -_- I don't think if I came to school naked she'd say anything! So at lunch I definitely thought there would be pictures.. there wasn't. And I just decided to find Aretha myself and make her take pictures.. until I found out she had left school and wasn't coming back! Here are pictures taken at home though..
Pictures I took and edited with text for today as you can see.. This pictures was also used as my layout header :]A lot of guys thought I was a brothel house girl and kept joking saying things like, "let's go to my room.. or Oh, concubine.." and then smiling D: Pigs -___- I looked more like a geisha anyway with the make up =/ but without white face paint. And on top of the bad things.. I had to go to the freggin dentist! On Halloween!! I had to get a filling and I was numbed.. but after it wore off, it hurt like hell. WTF?! I might as well have just taken it without the numbing.. because then the pain would have been gone by now! That stuff is pointless.. they might as well say, "Well do you want pain now or later?" Because that's what you get when it wears off x(
The good things: I hung with Anderica and Bryan :D I got compliments from some people who are asses and got hated on my times. I made Tanisha speechless xD I made Mr. Lee and Mr. Hollis loving.. since they're both mean to me that's pretty great :P I got mugged at lunch, and Terry made me super happy and positive.. he's so awesome :]
After school, at the dentist I couldn't seem to find the correct waiting room, and when I did it was locked. So out of no where this adorably HOT guy says, "What's up little lost Japanese girl? Cool Kimono." At first I was still angry because I was at the dentist, so I just glared at him. He was like, "What? Nothing to say? You don't speak English well?" Lol.. I had to laugh. I told him it was actually a Yukata and he said, "Oh really? Either way it looks amazing. It's very different.. you don't see many girls dress just cool." Then he went all into conversation about how he's use to seeing girls dress slutty or normal on Halloween, so seeing me was "refreshing".. xD Omg, usually i'd walk away from that but he was super adorable, I wanted to x] Then the damn nurse came out and took me in the room. Damn! But I said bye :) *squee* Only if my mother wasn't down stairs.. god why isn't there a back door there?! I would have totally ran away with him, lol. I hate hitting it off with hot guys then never seeing them again. Then I have to go back to my neighborhood and deal with all the fucking JERKS, rapists, perverts, and snobs that live around me and go to my school! DAMMIT! No wonder I can't find a good guy, i'm surrounded by losers. x(
I felt a bit better when another nurse came out walking with her feet tight together and bowing.. lol. She made my day! She was going all into it.. she told me the other nurse that came in said, "There's a girl outside wearing a kimono!" lol The second nurse kept walking like that and doing random karate moves and other poses.. it was hilarious.. and at the end of the day she made me a fan out of pink wax paper, LOL. That was the best dentist visit i've had yet! While the doctor was working on my teeth, she made her get out the room because she was making me laugh so hard.. I almost chocked on one of those cotton things she put in my mouth.
Then we went to Taco Bell afterward.. even though my mouth was friggin' numb, haha. x)
Felt depressed later on in the day recapping last years Halloween.. it makes me mad how last year everyone was so involved and this year hardly no one was participating. Also how the people I spent it with last year aren't even here anymore.. makes me miss 10th grade year a lot more not, and everything that went on, the people who were there with me. Seems like school is getting more and more disappointing. All the good things are going away right before my eyes. A lot has changed.
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