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Sunday, January 18, 2009

At peace?

So, me and my ex boyfriend finally made amends. And i'm really cool with his rebound girl, haha. We didn't talk everything out, but we both admitted we were tired of all the tension. I secretly won't ever forgive him and still enjoy his agony and suffering, but that's normal. Damn me, what's bad is how every time I kinda miss him I suddenly remember why I couldn't stand him, sheesh~

One part of me wants to ruin him.... but... come on.. really? Deep down, you'd have to do some downward low shit for me to actually PLAN a revenge sequence and play double agent, being your friend while secretly being your enemy.... well.. that 2nd part is kinda already there.. but being friendly for long will do nothing but make me forget. Which is good... it's not like I want to remember, but I can't forget either... i'm sorry.. It just wouldn't be fair to be too kind to someone who put you through things.. it's not.. whatever.

P.S This all better not fall back on me.. lol. Seriously.. x3

Labels: life, school

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