Friday, August 24, 2007
`Bittersweet Weekends x/
With day's like these.. I have the weekend to cry, re-think, or forget about school life and enjoy freedom and solitude. Thank God for Fridays.For one thing, my Graphic arts tech teacher told me that the period I have her class is wrong.. I have her 6th period, but it's suppose to be 5th. She told me my 5th period is really suppose to be my 6th!!!!! NO!!! Oh, please no.. anything else. Just don't change my 1st, 3rd and 5th period!! That's so not fair! Mr Lakhani's class is my favorite one! D: And I like it mostly because of my classmates, so I don't want to switch periods! I rather just NOT go to Graphic Arts Tech because the teacher sucks and the class is pointless. Omg, this is the worst news ever..
That's the bitter part of the day.. there's two sweets, one being way better than the other. What is that?? Well today I came to school with Mardi Gras necklaces on.. not really.. they were just see through beads, but that's what Ashun thought they were. But anyway, my make up was also done nicely. I just had on silver shimmer on my eyes and brows, and green contacts on. Ashun told me I looked "super cute", which I told him was Kawaii in Japanese, lol.. he started calling me 'Kawaii Gal' xD I told him he looked normal just to mess with him, haha. He just smiled and started talking to me about his Mardi Gras experience and asked me questions about it. Then he told me about what happened to him and his family in New Orleans. He came to Atlanta after Katrina. That 30 minutes in advisement, I had the BEST and most unintentional talk with Ashun ever, and I loved every part of it. Lol.. because Latricia said that I wore those beads on purpose to impress him xD I totally didn't.. I wasn't thinking about him when I put them on, I don't even consider those real Mardi Gras beads, they just went with my shirt, haha.
Oh, btw.. I never really said who he was. Well.. he'd totally be my boyfriend if he wasn't such a stupid man whore.. -sigh- He's so sweet and cool.. and when I say cool, I mean real. Like.. all the other boys I liked were "childish boys". They were all ignorant, disrespectful and immature. Ashun is a earnest gentleman, but not uptight; very funny and real. Not some guy that puts on a side show to impress girls and tries to ACT like something he's not. He's adorably cute, also handsome, respectful.. he's smart, well fit, perfect pearly whites, lol.. shallow but true, watches some anime, likes more than hip hop and RnB, and he's from New Orleans.. Which is why I can't avoid him, lol. Mostly, i'm hooked to any guy with a cool accent.. but more than most, New York accents, Chicago and New Orleans ones.. make me melt like warm cheese on top of hot ice.. xD which is impossible :P
But why am I even avoiding him? You won't believe, as I couldn't and still can't.. that he's the FATHER of a two year young boy.... no joke. It's horrible though isn't it? Not only did he have this child in the 9th grade, and even NOW he's way too young.. and not only is it bad he's even doing that, and not only is it bad he has a girlfriend who is NOT his boy's mother, and STILL is trying to hook up with me and other girls.. but it's bad that I find the ideal guy who is not shorter than me, not trashy, not disrespectful, not stupid, not trying to break me down, not broke, not ignorant, not abusive, not lame, and certainly not mean... BUT happens to be a Father. What the fuck is wrong with this school?! x( Omg, i'm so pissed off about that. I'm mad he's even trying to hook up with someone else.. ugh. I want to hate him.... but it's so hard.. I mean.. if he was a jerk then it'd be easy.. but he's such a sweetty. His babies' mother doesn't even hate him for having a girlfriend and all that.. and his girlfriend KNOWS he's around a lot of girls.. i'm confused with this. D:
Even though I should shun him, I still like when he gives me the most sincere compliments, I still like when he notices things a lot of people don't, I still like how he always sits by me and takes up for me when Latricia is being a cow.. I still like how I don't choke when i'm with him and i'm perfectly comfortable, and how only half of his jokes are good but I still smile because seeing him laugh or smile makes me happy, or how random and giddy he can be, or how when he's staring at me or i'm staring at him, we catch each other every time and start laughing a lot instead of being aggravated, and how he makes me feel 10 times better when i'm not so good. Ugh.. I truly don't understand guys.. their so evil. Biting into my heart like that when he KNOWS how wrong he is to even flirt with a girl!! And I don't understand how he can do it so freely knowing he messed up so bad! I want to slap him, it's so idiotic and so NOT smart. What, because he knows what mistakes he made before, he wants to continue being careful as possible?! NO! You shouldn't be allowed to! You've made a baby with a girl.. and you're still trying to hit it off? I just can't believe it.. I wish it was a bad rumor..... and that's the bitter part of the sweet.
The other sweet is... I got my memory card for my Nikon camera and so I took a couple of random pikatures :P I'll be posting them when I wake..
Er.. like I said in the beginning.. I have the weekend to think about these issues.. and the rest of the time to take my mind off of it.
Goodnight then peoples-
Hope you enjoy your weekend♥
Thursday, August 23, 2007
`Synopsis♥- 08•23•07
Ah, school today.. =/First.. in Spanish 2.. it was very fun.. then in homeroom, I had to leave early and go to the computer room to make up my Geometry test.
It was on the computer.. and while we waited for everyone to come and get settled.. we got to get on what we like. As soon as we were about to start, we found out that the test program only worked on 5 computers.. like out of 20+. So they tried to fix them for a while.. couldn't. So they told us to get on whatever we like until they found out the problem :D! So perfect.. missing class, not taking a test but playing on the computer, xD That's so funny and ironic to me. Bb, I tried to SMS you there but I forgot your code.. I usually have it saved on my computer.. but if not, it's in my myspace inbox still.. but it was blocked at my school x/
Anyway, some stupid boy suggested we went back to class.. omg, why would you say that?! That was so wrong. But I got to stay a bit longer before they eventually DID send us back to class.
In Chemistry, each group, which consisted of two people, had a hazardous thing they had to create a poster for. I was partnered up with a girl name Jennifer, and we had electricity :3 Oi, Jennifer is so sweet, pretty, mature and smart. But i'm glad we were partners. She reminded me of me a bit. That might sound shallow or something, but that's not what I mean... I mean like.. you know how you think certain things or have certain views that a lot of other people don't? And you think you're the only one who thinks exactly like that?? Ar.. don't feel like justifying it so much.. so yeah. Anyway, we ran out of time, so we're finishing on Monday.. can't wait! It was turning out pretty :]
Omg! I hated when we stopped our poster work.. because we had to do the exit ticket and I wasn't there earlier to know what it meant. I could of just told Ms. Gladden.. but she's so dense and forgetful. If I come to class late.. she totally doesn't tell me what we did, just what I need to do or what's going on at the moment. And she forgets I came in late, so other times when I tell her 'I don't know', she always looks at me like I'm stupid.. i hate that about her!! x(
So she totally made me late for Mr. Lakhani's class T.T
Went to Investing after leaving late from Chemistry and visiting the computer room. They were still testing when I went down there, so I went on to class. First we took a diagnostic and then other stuff.. bah.. played a game and another.. ar.. Mr. Lakhani is SUCH a nerd.. really, lol. But it's cute :] Left class early; went outside in the heat for a fire drill; went to lunch late. It was packed in there..
Went back down to the computer room after lunch.. the testing was over, but nobody told me.. totally have to take it tomorrow... on a Friday. T.T -sigh-
Last period, Accounting. Boring.... caught up on some basic math though x) Visited my Chinese friend's former teachers, one of them told me she talked to Ni a few days ago. Of course I was happy.. but I'm still so mad. Why? She totally didn't call me, and I'm up here thinking she's forever gone or something. Her teacher had better not be lying.. I wanna know what's up with her...
Had a hair appointment after school.. don't like the whole hair style because my hair is so short.. but it's cute.. so i'm okay. As soon as my hair was finished, it started POURING down raining.. and the salon didn't even have a canopy T_T How sucky.. but the beautician gave me a plastic cap for my head.. so my hair was unharmed :)
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Zhakari may not have her party after all... *sigh*
Next week, I go to Emory Spine center to check up on my back. I know it's gotten worse... but also, I have a check up with my pediatrician.. gonna see if I can get my ears pierced while I'm there :]
OMG!! Bb!! Dewi.. I totally took fan card pics, but on my aunt's friends' camera phone.. I thought you could e-mail the pics.. but you can't. What should I do? I don't wanna do it all over... they're all nice T.T When my aunt gives her friend back her phone, should I ask her to send them to me?? I was never suppose to be on her phone.... but I wanna have those pics x/ *whines*
Monday, August 20, 2007
Good Sunday♥
[Mood:] Bah~ I wanna see Pan's Labyrinth again Dx[Music:] BLUE - Utada Hikaru
Brian.. the guy that built the family computer and comes over to fix all of our computer problems, came over Sunday with his girlfriend Joanna :]
I really like her.. she's like a big sister.
Anyway, she, my mom and I spent like two hours being movie critics.. for all the new movies and mainly horror ones :D It was great, lol. I know it's like so plain, but it's rare me and my mom can't seem to find anyone that has the same views as we do. My aunt has nothing in common with us. x/
We talked about movies, old fashioned monsters, over priced amusement parks and cinemas, where the better cinemas are, stories about things that's happened when we went to see what, men, money, the government, directors, clothes, countries, etc. We all talked and laughed for like 5 hours at end. I know because the TV was on the whole time and 3 and a half movies had been on by the time they left.
And all that while we talked, Brian was fixing our space problem and seeing if he could put the internet on the other computer in the guest room. He made all my mp4, wma and avi files (omg, that's like 500+ files) compatible with the mp3 files and fixed my Dal Ja's Spring videos!! Oh my gosh!! YAY!!! -^.^-I was so devastated when the rest of the episodes were corrupted.. but not I get to finish them and burn them if I want x]
Then when he wrapped up, guess what? He TOTALLY promised to give me a copy of his Rosetta Stone program :O Oh.My.Gosh.. can you believe it?! For totally free too!! Rosetta Stone, if you don't know, it's a foreign language computer program that teaches you 25, I think, different languages, and promises you that you'll know them within 6 months! Problem is.. each language is like $300+.. and if there is a part two.. like Chinese has a part one and two, it's like $600+ to learn Chinese. x__x Ah! But Brian's giving me all the ones I want for FREE. Totally regret being so hard on him; so bitchy and so bratty. I've been wanting this thing for like, EVER.. and this guy is giving it away to me as a bonus to fixing all my computer problems, and providing like the best older female friend ever, Joana. I'm such a bitch D: I REALLY need to start praying x(
That night before, Saturday, I saw the movie Pan's Labyrinth! That movie is SO going on my favorite foreign films list! Right under Run Lola Run xD (which is number one) I don't believe i've had a favorite Spanish movie.. well, now I do :D It may not be much to anyone else, but I loved that movie. And I loved the characters!! If you ever see it on, please watch it. It's really good.
