Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Aozora no Namida♥\\
March 26th[Mood:] Anxious
[Listening to:] Kataritsugu Koto ending theme to Blood+
Blah, blah, blah..spring break ish coming :]
So...my aunt from Ohio has made my Thursday, Friday and especially Saturday and Sunday HELL. She came back with my aunt that stays here before going to Chicago. She messed up all my plans.
And on top of that, our choreographer for the play..the dance we've been learning like..FOREVER and finally got..? He changed it. Changed it!! To something much harder, faster and sweatier. =/ I can't believe we changed the dance after all that work learning the other one! My GOD! I mean, seriously? 3 weeks of sweat and practice..and once we have it drilled in our minds, you give us something else..something HARDER..and then ask us to FORGET the other one??? I was fried with anger..and when I came home, my aunts were there..with all they're trashy souvenirs and Los Vegas pictures they expected me to scan to the computer. -_-
Blah, blah, blah.. i'm so over it now... I have other things to whine over..
like how I have JET (job experience tech) tomorrow..where we team up with 3 real workers at a time, and they show us what a normal day at work is like and we actually work where they work. Then when that's done, two more people and they rate how well we worked at the end of the day. I am so nervous and so scared. T__T
And the next day, we have a College Fair. If they don't place us where we said we wanted our college majors to be, we're going to be roaming around a giant building all bored, like last year! :(( Damn, I don't wanna do that.
And how BB hasn't answered my "your life" letter yet nor been available to talk to me..neither has Ni, and she won't answer her phone!
And, how for the rest of the week AND spring break, I'll be beating on myself at how I freeze up every time Toledo talks to me and we're alone, or when his friends are all crowded up and no other girls are around! You see.. plenty of other issues. u_u But no! I keep containing myself.
Sooo, spring break..I suppose i'll be spending it with Areku..but I plan on talking to Toledo SOMEHOW before the end of the week. My chances are actually slimmer now..because testing is over and i'm not in his pull out class anymore. This means, I can only talk to him two times a day..really not at all! Because I don't talk to him in 5th period. And in 4th period, we always end up arguing or playing somehow, instead of talking seriously. 6th period pull out class was the absolute ONLY hope. But I chose to freeze and waste my chances. ;_;
Man..I feel like crying...i'm sooo stupid. This sucks :(
It sucks ass!
ASS -_-
March 27th
So my day started off by getting to school late, taking for ever to come up with an outfit to wear..so soon as I got to class, they like immediately called all the students going on the trip. Ms. Bryson (Spanish Teacher) was really mad, lol. She can't complaining about how I just got there, lol.
So after we met in the cafeteria and they called all the people to see if they were there, they escorted us to the bus. About 4 of the students didn't dress up because they forgot the Job Shadowing was that day. But they let them attend anyway.
So we drove all the way out to Sandy Springs! (like 40 miles from where our school is) and there was traffic so we ran late.
When we got there, we had ID Badges waiting for us with our name on it.. once we found our name and put it on, we headed inside this conference room. In there they told us all about UPS. Oh yeah, that's where we went. UPS -_-;;; They made us stand and tell what we wanted to major in college and our name. Afterwards we ate great pastries! Muffins, dough nuts, pies, wraps, biscuits, cakes and soufflés. Also with strawberries, grapes, honeydew, cantaloupe, etc. It was all so delicious. :D Oh, I wish I brought my camera so I can show you all how exquisite it was.
So after that, we teamed up by who wanted to do what. 4 people in a group was the minimum amount, the maximum being 8..my group only had 4, lol. But that was fine :) This was the plan.. it's like..we form a group, break one by one..form back into our group, meet with the one on one shadowers given to the other members in your group, break...form..break, form, end trip. >>
Let's give detail. :D So, we have a group head..the one that leads all the members to their destination and picks them up afterwards. So in our case it was a lady. She dropped each of us off with the person we were assigned to. So it was just me and my mentor. She was a Financial Analyst :) Ronald's(member in group) guy was the Manager -__- Pfft! Anyway, so they all ask us about our majors after telling us about themselves and their job requirements. Let us try to do what they do, then talk on how we can get where we need to. After that, all the mentors, the group and the group head met with the BOSS in charge of their job. He talks with us on what we learned so far and we explain to him what we want to do..he then shows us a power point presentation on high school, careers, blah blah..we get treats, coffee, ice tea, hot tea, Cape chinos, frappes, all that good liquid love :3 (they had it in the room) then proceed back into break formation with our mentor and on a tour of the building.
Afterward, joined again for a delicious lunch..had a chicken wrap..it was a Mexican dish..it covered the whole plate. O_O Then afterward..chocolate cake, xD
Gathered everyone and took a group picture..shook hands, hugged, and went back to school :3
Thanks much to Keoni, Makiya, Whitney and Yustein for keeping me company. You guys made the day much better. ♥
March 28 2007Went to first period..started on my project..after it was over, they called us to the cafeteria. My homeroom teacher kept nagging me on how I shouldn't bring my book bag. She was all like, "go put it in your locker, now! Right now!" Oh my god, she was getting me in trouble because she didn't know what she was talking about! We weren't suppose to get up yet!
Anyway, this day we went to a college fair. :) I sat with Keoni and Makiyah again. This trip didn't take as long..it was just down town. It was at the Turner Feild Stadium ^^
Anyway, ending this quickly, got to the stadium, walked literally 7 flights of stairs..each have like 20 steps, so that's 140 steps! (i'm so serious, the stadium is sooo high up. The escalators were broken >.<;) Looked at booths, filled out papers, got brochures, booklets, study packets..etc. Met college student..lots of hot guys :D, and Jemmy took forever filling out card information, so waited on her for about 30 minutes altogether out of the trip...got lost..girl from another school helped me find my school, lol, saw some friends..took no pictures..sowwy....almost got left, walked down 140 steps, on the bus, back to school, cool day. P.S I got a lot of pens and pencils there to last me a lifetime, xD P.S.S Oh yeah!! When we got back to school, Whitney and I were talking about the trip when my teacher was fusing with Toledo. He was in the back comparing his body to his friends'. He's quite small. o.o His best friend is a friggin' weight trainer, plus has a larger body frame, so he makes Toledo look like a hungry child, xD Aww, but he's my hungry child :3 Anyway, Whitney was like, "Hm..damn. Toledo is a stick compared. He has muscles though. Just not as much as those two. Don't really see what girls like about him. He's really cute, but that's about it. What's so special?" And my dumb ass says, "A lot more, that's what's special!" all loud. -____-;; My god, am I that obvious? Pathetic. So here's the convo: Whitney = W | Poine = Me..duh u.u; | Others..is just others, xD Others 1: Um..what the hell are you screaming for? Others 2: Yeah, and what are you talking about? What's special?? Others 3: Portia, what are you doing? Shut up!! *a lot of staring* Me: Um, no, and i'm sorry..mind your own business. It's not THAT serious. *everyone mumbles and turns back around. Whitney is looking at me with her jaw dropped and smiling* W: You don't?...What?! Oh wow, so you're one of the girls, huh? Me: Oh my god. W: Wow! So you are! Me: OH MY GOD!
W: You like Tole-
Me: Kill me now!!!! (yeah, the class practically thinks i'm insane. I actually did scream that out ^^;)
W: Awww..*whispering* you like Toledo..that's so cute.
Me: *staring angrily*
W: You actually make a cute couple.
Me: *feels like an idiot*
So Toledo hasn't been here since then. Tell me why, she won't stop asking me what I did to him. -__- And/ or mentioning how he's not here..or when he is, won't stop saying, "There goes Toledo." *dies* You see, this is why I didn't want anyone to know in the first place. T_T And it's all for nothing..Toledo doesn't like me or anything..
March 29
Talked to Heather and Helen (friends of friend who are twins, :D) yesterday. They're in California and going to the Phillipines around about mid-April. But they're coming to visit during spring break. Kai (my friend of them, lol) said they said they'll be here Wednesday, so I'm trying to make it to the "going away party".
One more day until Spring Break~!! Ohhh...so many people have asked me to do things with them. My secure plans: Six Flags on the last weekend of the break..Over to Kai's house on Wednesday to Friday..Tomorrow, this weekend, Monday and Tuesday? Free. But I have 3 spaces to fill it. Modeling at the mall with Qon then spend the weekend at her house. A trip to China Town, Korea Town and The Super H-mart with Areku, then the weekend at her house. Or shopping and go take pictures with Cat then spend the night at her house. Three people, three different fun activities, but none of them are secure. *sigh*
Oh well, I'll figure out something.
Anyway, Blog later loves ♥ : )
