Saturday, June 30, 2007

Fcukk YEAH.. fcuk no.. T.T

I'm running out of entry titles. o_o
...

Um.. I got my green contacts yesterday... and I look F-CKING AWESOME.. not to be so self centered >__> But chea! I think the contacts killed my Yuri character though. Because it's not the right green. It was funny.. my friend was so fed up because we couldn't find all the things we needed, so when we actually did find some good contacts and they were the wrong color, she freaked and started complaining loudly about how stupid this day has been, how tired she was and how she shares my hatred for most of the members attending the NANA Day photo shoot. Then she turns around and sees how they look on me and just takes back everything she said, lol. Wow, they really look like they could be my eyes. But they make me look Creo (half black/ half white) because my complexion is kinda mahogany to begin with and the way my hair is now, I really look different. I was like, "Omg! I'm mixed! Ewwwww!! That's so friggin' weird! I'm different because of my eye color?! Wow... eww.. oh my g.. *silence*.. i'm like.. not me. O___o" xDD! It went on like that for a while, then I took then out before I got blinded. x/

After getting the contacts, my mom took me NANA shopping.. er.. I found two pairs of good shoes, tights, a slip.. but NO BOAT NECK DRESS. We couldn't find one anywhere and that's that friggin' completes the outfit! That IS the outfit!! We shopped so much looking.. I decided maybe we should go to the fabric store and make the dress, but my mom or me, nor my aunt know how to sew. Chyna does, but I doubt she's coming because she's suppose to be staying with her cousin for July 4th, and they live 2 hrs+ away from me.. No one wants to drive her here. T_____T; I tried to make arrangements, but you can never contact her. UGH!! My only hope doesn't wanna stay by her cell phone, I could kill her!!!! (but I need her o_o) My mom's talking like she's not even going to go through with NANA Day because of all the hassle. *sigh* How displeasing.. x(

[EDIT]
A e-mail I just received from my yahoo ECC group:

ECC2007@yahoogroups.com, "animeboy1985"
wrote:
>
> Hi everyone!
> Just letting everyone know that our ECC photoshoot/get together
will
> take place on Saturday June 30th at 1:30pm at High Falls State
Park,
> near the Macon area! Be sure to bring some food for there will be a
> picnic taking place! Hope you guys will be able to make it and
looking
> forward to seeing everyone again!
>
> Also next weekend is NANA Day. We'll be celebrating this day with a
> special photoshoot at Swayze's Venue and might have a little party
> afterwards! So get you rock gear, guitars, drums, and amps ready!
>
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Well, Areku's great grandmothers' funeral is today and i'm not quite done with my cosplay.. who's friggin fault is that.. -__- So, I won't be attending the ECC June shoot.. or probably any other. I think my last will be in late September for AWA, because I had promised my mom I wouldn't do anymore. She's already ready to give up on this. *sigh.. she doesn't like to waste money she says. I need to get a job or some form of payment while doing my community service later this summer.. I may not attend AWA and I HAVE to attend that along with next weeks Nana celebration.. anyway, when I receive the photos of the June shoot, i'll for sure post them :D[/EDIT]

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Bangyaru shit.

Bangyaru グルーピー means groupies in Japanese. I said I was going to be calling Chyna and Areku that.. I wanted to, but it's all fucked up now. I don't think I can enjoy myself on 7.07.07 knowing what it could have been. Ahhhhhh.. Reamy.. why? Why did it have to come to this??
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My moms bothering me.. my stomach is still upset. I want ice cream but she says I can't have any. Damn.. I want ice cream. ;___; Vanilla... vanilla cream. *whines* I was suppose to be losing a bit of weight before NANA Day.. but I like gained 6 pounds. Shit, i'm a fat ass. I still want ice cream. o.o

The people are sending in our new futon between 12 noon and 2 p.m. Mom says we can go shopping after that. I hope she lets me get my contacts. And I hope I find a long boat neck shirt. :x
I'd be wonderful if I can find some earrings and get my nails done too. I'm pushing my luck now.

[edit]Ahh! I didn't go shopping.. the people delivered it late and my mom had to cook dinner. No one was available to go shopping with. I hope we go tomorrow.

Oh, and this girl came to the NANA Day meet up saying she was willing to replace Reamy for playing Nobu! Nooooooo! Well, actually i'm pretty happy.. since we have a Nobu now. But Reamy's the only chick playing a guy character i'm willing to kiss. T___T Now I gotta kiss some strange girl.. xD (In one of the photo shoots Yuri is suppose to kiss Nobu [on the cheek dudes -__-] and i'm playing Yuri.. der.) Anyway, and everyone's [mainly Kei] planning a before/ after NANA Day photo shoot just for Reamy just because she can't come. What the hell?!! I just told these people it's a possibility I can't make it sense I'm throwing up crap, but i'm still lugging my fragile body to the nearest mall for NANA Day, and they low it off! Friggin Assholes. I know they don't care too much being selfish bastards and all, but shit, if that was the case, they should of never posted their plans on the internet for the state of Georgia!! What's wrong? They didn't think other people in Georgia would be interested? They're only thinking about their selfs.. what about all these other people, huh?! This all really pisses me off. It started out, "Oh awesome! People are celebrating NANA Day in Georgia?! Oh! I can't wait! It's gonna be so much fun! I love NANA. ^_^" And now i'm like.. "What the ____? These people are stupid. This isn't even worth it." And it isn't. I should of just stuck with going to Florida or Tennessee or Ohio. I mean there, at least i'd be with people I knew and be doing other things. Ugh.. how lame. But you know.. I know they wouldn't care less if I showed up or not. I bet half of them would like for me not to be there. So for that, i'm coming along with and sticking through with it. I don't work for nothing. So this is going to be something. It's suppose to be for the love of NANA anyway.[/edit]

Labels: events, life

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Fudge Sickle T__T

I am so sick. I have some kind of stomach virus.. i keep throwing up and getting sicker every time I eat or lay down. I was up like all night last night. I get so weak, I can't get up to get out and get the rest of my Nana things. On top of that, my only purpose for doing that Nana character is gone. Yuri won't be important without Nobu, and the person playing Nobu can't go to the photoshoot. I'm like totally pointless there now. And even if I am pointless or sick when I go, I might not even go because my mom said I can't go unless Areku goes with me. And Areku's going out of town. No one knows if she'll be back by the 7th or not. London doesn't think she can come either. And after all that mess she caused me, I just wanna meet her. I'm really not sour about anything she did anymore. And Areku told me Chyna is going to be with her cousin all week, so she may not be able to come. And I really want her to come because she has to help me alter my outfit. *sigh* everything is going down the drain. And all I wanted to do was have fun... I didn't ask for all this. It's such a load of bull. Only if I wasn't sick, and Reamy (person playing Nobu) could come. If only Chyna brought all her things and spent the night with me and Areku.. everything would be just fine. All this over nothing.. it's all disappointing. Why'd this have to happen? Stupid stupid devil. Always jacking up someone's time. Ugh.. nothing ever works out right.

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Monday, June 25, 2007

•Love Antic•{♥}•Like A Fat Kid Loves Cake•

Who are An Cafe?
A Japanese Oshare_Kei rock band formed in 2003, all from the Kanto region of Japan. Sometimes known as Antic Cafe, Antique Cafe, or An Cafe. They consist of 4 members: Teriku (Drums/Leader of the Band), Miku (vocals), Bou (Guitar), and Kanon (Bass). They are all very different but form one kick-ass group. Their videos are always very unique and incorporate bright colours in them. They are spectacular live and little jrocker female fans go wild when they kiss each other. Their music is catchy and easy to dance to. Listen to their songs and you'll fall in love.

A common quote from a live concert:
"Omg! An Cafe! This concert is so freakin aweso...HOLY CRAP DID THEY JUST KISS?? AHHHHHHH!! -girly scream-" Hehahaha.. ^^

The very first one, top left, is Bou! An adorable bundle of joy. The guitarist of the band. What? Why'd I say "he's" you ask? Oh.. that's because Bou is a male! xD Too good to be true?? I know.. but he's 100% guy. No, he's not gay; fan service. He's known for this cute and innocent stature. But still rocks out.

Next, top right, Miku! Screaming king! lol.. the Vocalist of the band. He's very visual and jumpy when performing, and very noticeable, lol. He screams a lot and has a loud character that's fun and psychotic, lol. He's always kissing Bou.. once again, fan service. He also does a good Donald Duck voice... o.o

Bottom left, you'll see Teriku; leader, drummer, mother of the band. As their leader, I guess that's why he talks a lot. Because he does... But it's enjoyable because his voice is cute, lol. Which is weird since he's the oldest. Bou's voice is deeper than his. O_o In my opinion, he's the most "normal". Although, there are times when he too acts out. :]

Lastly, Kanon! The hot hot hot sexy one. (even though they all are) The bassist. He's really funny and a great joker, but he's always quiet or too shy, so you don't hear from him much. This makes him very mysterious.. which makes him hotter. So yay!! +__+

An Cafe are so friggin retarded and awesome, they have their own fashion, many words, their own world, fans, this smiley face: o(≧∀≦)o, and their own hand sign! lol.. seriously, they have their own hand sign.. it's like making the rockout hand sign; which is two ways. One, you keep your thumb out, or two, you hold it over your index and middle finger. So their hand sign is like the second one, except instead of holding it over them, you put both on the palm of your thumb, lol. Which kinda looks like a bunny.. or a dear o.o;

Um.. what else is there? ..That's about it for the basics. Now about the change for An Cafe.

An Cafe is no longer just four members. Did they add someone? No. Bou left the band, and was replaced with two new ones. It's not that normal break up bands usually have. Bou left because he wanted to go and continue with this life. He wanted changeling happenings and he just wouldn't be anymore with the band. They all still love each other. Bou performed his last live on the Hibiya Yagai Ongaku Dou live on April 30th. He left a message to all the fans and to his band members on the An Cafe main site when the news got out. It was in Japanese but I found a translation! Yay! To read Bou's messages, click the link below. I did it like this because it's so long and I still have things to post ^.^;

[Bou's resignation message]

Labels: asian, videos

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Goodbye Days// An Cafe♥

Sooooooooo. Ever since the tragic up and coming leave of Bou from Oshare-kei group An Cafe (Antique Cafe), i've paid more attention to them than ever! Honestly speaking, at first out of like 10 songs I listened to, I barely liked 3. But now getting to know them and hearing more of their songs, I like 3 more. x) BUT! I have more respect for them now, and I like their group. I enjoy watching them perform and hang together. I like their weird but stylish style and childish behavior. Hell, i'd love An Cafe is Bou didn't leave.. *bleached blonde that looks like a girl* ...... yes.... it's not a girl o.o But i'm not too surprised. Put it this way, at least he doesn't look like a guy wearing make-up and skirts and heels, and poofy dresses, with long blond hair.. at least he's cute enough to pull of a chick, yes? Plus anyway, that's right. He's adorable. Anyway, since Bou left, for his own personal reasons, two new members arrive. Now first off, I liked Antic because they had 4 members. Not 5, 6 or 7+ like all the other Jrock bands. That sickens me. Especially when their style isn't that different.. unless it's Gazette.. because Reita has a friggin' wash cloth across his face... but he can do that, he's hot. Continuing, now there's nothing friggin special about them. Doen't Bou know HE was the one separating them from even being labeled with the others? Ah, but he has to do what he has to.. hopefully he'll come back. OMG, i'm just rambling.

Now pics and stuff~ [enlarge photos!] ;3

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