Saturday, January 10, 2009
Eventful 1st week♥
Ooookay.. what a wild vivid first week..
Alright, lets start this train..
Day 1 - 1/05
Picked up my schedule, found out the ex was in three of my classes, 1st period, 2nd and 3rd -___- Was bad news for me.. also, in two classes are the only times I get to see two of his friends that I became close to.. but since he's in there too, me and them won't be able to get along the same with him around :( But before that, went to the cafeteria during 2nd period and some people came from this Shakespeare theater here and said they were casting for Romeo and Juliet. A couple of us signed up ^^ Started my first Journalism class, I love it :) My health class is super large.. and I don't really get along with everyone there. Luckily one of my best friends are in there and a few of my lunch mates. Um.. in health some shit happened.. since it was the first class, we got partners and were to tell about them.. when my ex and his partner was up, she said he was in love with her friend, B.M. Oh my.. that made everyone look my way and freak, because they hooked up over the break and some didn't know me and him even broke up... yea.. ended the day badly.. more on my last blog about this.
Oh yeah, and my friend took my phone to the hospital and was suppose to come back by the end of the day. She didn't end up coming back until 7 something though.. um.. I got in a lot of trouble and stuff.. yeah... i was angry.
Day 2 - 1/06
My last post stated what happened so I'll keep it short.. girl my ex dated broke up with him and stuff, once people started rumoring around that I hated her.. um.. as I said, the day before, her friend tried to embarrass me by saying the ex loved her out loud, knowing I was in the room.. ah~ why bother? Not like I cared. But she thought it affected me so she talked to my close friends and finally came to me about it. We're cool... for now..
Day 3 - 1/07
Um.... dang, I don't really remember, lol. Started labs in Physics, um.. um...did work.. um.. health teacher didn't come to class.. had an okay time.. yeah. lol.
Talked to J, my ex's friend, spent a whole phone conversation talking about him and two other girls he's having issues with.. that was definitely memorable, x3
Day 4 - 1/-8
My first Shakespeare recital of Romeo and Juliet.. and I played Juliet, hah! How awesome is that? Did the famous scene too.. on the balcony :3 Didn't get it though.. I wasn't great, but I wasn't bad, as me and J, my ex's friend, saw their critic sheet, hehe.
This day, I realized I was sorta crushing on J.. me and him spent alone time together for the first time.. it was so weird.. all we did was talk about his issues with other girls at first.. when doing that, he was two seats away from me. Then when we stopped talking about it, he moved to the seat next to me and laid on me. We listened to music from then on without talking.. then my ride came, lol. x3
Oh, before where we practiced for the play, outta no where he put his hat on me! lol.. okay, so what right? But he only puts his hat or lets people see his hat that he is really comfortable with or likes.. and before, I could never see his hat without him getting agitated, lol. He came up to me and put it on me when I wasn't looking.. that's means I'm up in the special area with the others, LOL! Wth... i'm retarded. xD
Day 5 - 1/09
Today was cool.. had a real fire at school. Okay okay.. that's dangerous, but since I was in reporter mode, it was excellent. I was in 3rd period, Journalism, and my teacher sent me down to collect the clubs from one of the other schools for the yearbook. So, when I got there, another lady referred me to this person who had all the clubs and members. Then the fire alarm went off. We had just had a fire drill earlier and people do fake ones all the time, so people didn't bother to go out. So, on my way to this ladies room, a janitor rushed past with a fire extinguisher into the hall I was going down, when he opened the door, thick black smoke stormed out! Ah, the first thing I thought was, "OHH! It's real?! Where's my camera?!" lol.
So anyway, we managed to get nice pictures and I'm in charge of the article! Yay.. exclusive first article in yo face! :D
It was also this freaking day, the girl that just broke up with my ex, B, tells me to read her blog about someone.. it turned out to be about how she wants to be close to J again.. J is my ex's friend I'm liking. There were once really close and liking each other but she did something really bad and J couldn't forgive her. So now she wants to make amends. ERR.. could she pick a more wronger time?! lol.. I mean, I don't plan on going anywhere with him, but I like his company.. she'll mess that up for me.. -_- Damn.. stealing the guys I like.. trick.
Labels: school
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Dorama? lol♥
Yah.. so my ex decided to date this girl he wanted to bang.. she goes to my school.. me and her never had problems.. but like right after me & him broke it off, even besides the fact that he talked about her like a dog, they started dating. Mm.. of course this wasn't cool at all for me. Him being with someone he talked about like he could not stand her guts, and knowing how much she liked him before.. it all just seemed he used her for sex and to get back at me or make me look bad. Unfortunately.. it did nothing to me, because I already excepted it and moved on.. but more so, it did no good for either of them. Um.. so now ex is looking more like a jerk to more people, lol, and she's looking bad.. um.. maybe I should be happy right? Well.. all this actually only makes me feel bad for them. Really for the girl because she liked him from the get go, and he bad mouthed her, and went with her only as a rebound, and when things got obvious, dropped the idea and their relationship ended. Now.. neither one of them got what they wanted. How sad is that? Uh~ why do people have to be so stupid? I mean.. i'm one to talk.. but being naive is another thing from being illogical.
Ah.. whatever.. all this gives me more reason to focus on my school work.. so.. good for me, lol.
And I need focus because I have a lot to do.. my new classes consist of Journalism, which means I've been picked to work on the Senior newspaper and on the yearbook staff.. :3 Now, that's cool.. but that's a lot of responsibility.. so I have to stay focused. Um.. also General health and Legal Environmental Business are new to my classes. I'm sad I no longer have Psychology and Economics.. like.. honestly.. I loved those classes.. D: U.S. History can burn, xD
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Wah.. first pic of 2009♥
@ the movies after going to see 7 pounds
@ the movies after going to see 7 pounds
Sorry for not saying, Happy New Year.. Mm, I went down town for the first time to see the ball drop.. it was pretty cold.. but not so cold wearing what I have on up above, hehe. I love those pants and that scarf.. the hat and sweater are vintage.. they're my aunts :)
Um.. just a few unthought-about resolutions.. straight off the top:
1. Do everything I can for college.. start being way more productive with scholarship sign up and applications.
2. When I have free time, think about what WORK i could be completing.
3. Cease to be naive to charming guys.. DO NOT give up anything.. and if he can't respect that.. then maybe he's not worth having.
4. Cease to ignore flirting.
5. Take more care of my health.. try to be more in shape.
6. Find a job..lol.
7. Don't just waste cash..
8. Practice driving.. lol.
9. Actually get use to studying..
10. Don't wait on others to help you.. fend for yourself.
That's all I have so far.. as the year progresses.. I know i'll be wanting to do more.. not like I actually believe in this stuff.. but there are things I know I need to do.
I hope everyone else is fine and in good health!
1. Do everything I can for college.. start being way more productive with scholarship sign up and applications.
2. When I have free time, think about what WORK i could be completing.
3. Cease to be naive to charming guys.. DO NOT give up anything.. and if he can't respect that.. then maybe he's not worth having.
4. Cease to ignore flirting.
5. Take more care of my health.. try to be more in shape.
6. Find a job..lol.
7. Don't just waste cash..
8. Practice driving.. lol.
9. Actually get use to studying..
10. Don't wait on others to help you.. fend for yourself.
That's all I have so far.. as the year progresses.. I know i'll be wanting to do more.. not like I actually believe in this stuff.. but there are things I know I need to do.
I hope everyone else is fine and in good health!
