Sunday, August 23, 2009
Hello old friend.
I haven't really found it useful to blog recently.. I've been living it up with friends and dealing with life.. so i've forgotten to blog it... and been putting it off. But I miss some things and I need somewhere to say this.. growing older is no joke, is it? I've always felt.. "Ah.. it doesn't matter.. I won't be "older" until 20 years from now anyway, I've got time." But indeed I was wrong. I hadn't thought about even though I'll still be in my youth, how I won't be able to enjoy it. I think this extended summer was for a reason.. giving me a little more time until I hit college.. because from then on.. it's over.
*sigh* Yes, I'm still upset about it, but I know I won't be until later, so I'm trying to enjoy myself while I can. I found out about 2 weeks about I won't be starting college until the Winter.. January of next year. I was indeed READY to start for the fall.. but I guess not. So now.. I should do what I need to and get a job before I head out there.
Aside life... for my extended summer, like I said, I have (somewhat) been enjoying myself. Nothing too serious.. I consider exploring and finding new beautiful music, new entertainment, trips to the movies, general outings with friends and the like, the high life. So I have yet to do anything wild this summer.. well... except my adventure to a gay club........... but that was not what I expected so......... that doesn't count. lol. Getting my ID and passing the driving test.. Oh.. and I FINALLY had my photo shoot with more people.. I've been wanting to do that for the longest.. and now ever since, I've been getting more and better opportunities. :D Right now, because of it, i'm in the midst of planning another group shoot with more professional people to work with.. including some of the models, and even some getting me some pretty spiffy props and clothes to use *giddy* But the only thing I still lack is proper lighting, a better camera and setting. The quality of the shoot will be much better though, so I am glad for that.
Um.. here are some of the pics from my last shoot:
The rest can be found on my DeviantArt: www.lovelydramatic.deviantart.com
Although I'm still adding them, so check back for updates.
As for the entertainment part. I've recently seen District 9 and G.I. Joe.. which I was not disappointed with. I was thinking of seeing Inglorious Bastards because Brad Pitt is soooo f-ing attractive to me.. in that movie anyway.. and there's nothing more attractive than a war related movie, but serious and cold with a hint of dark humor and a sexy lead man. *sigh* I don't even wanna think about it.. kill me now. Um.. outside of the movies, I've saw this movie.. I saw it today actually.. RocknRolla. How about a movie huh? Thought it was a bit complicated at first... but I loved it.. mainly because of the cast and they're characters. OH! I fell for everyone. The movie's storyline really wasn't even that appealing to me.. but the cast.. THEY made this movie. I love it.. fav movie right now.. even tho it came out last year :3
Umm.. as for music, I have A LOT of stuff stuck in my head, so not to make this entry even longer.. i'll just link to my blog on my imeem music site where I have a list of my recnet favs. And if you go to the main page there's a shuffled playlist of some of those songs :)
http://www.imeem.com/lolita-number-18/blogs/2009/07/21/VRyzPrEB/abdc-4-earsomnia
Oh yea, and I hate to brag.. especially since only 2PM fans and Korean variety TV watchers will get this, but the new show Wild Bunny, featuring Kpop sexy group 2PM as the stars, is the best fucking.. yes fucking.. dorkiest, funniest, WILDEST show ever right now. lol. I LOVE me some 2PM. And I feel so bad not a lot of people understand them.. but oh well. It's a treat only I can appreciate. You'll have to watch the first episode to warm up to these guys, lol. Because if you attempt to watch any recent ones, you'll either love it or absolutely hate it.. with a passion.
Um.. back to my life.. my personal one, lol. My ex has been really cool over the summer.. mostly because we've been distant. But that was until we found out we're going to the same colleges.. yes both.. because i'm going to a 2 year to transfer.. so he's going there AND to the one i'm transferring to.. geeeeez. Can I get away from this guy? Shit. And now I guess since he's last relationship was a bad ending, he realizes his mistakes with me, and is trying to built something from that.. um.. no. I am doing good without the stress of a relationship. I rather dream about one than be in a bad one. And plus.. I have another guy on my mind.. but sadly, one I can't have. Pfft. Me and my unlucky self. I'm dealing with it quite well though, imo. So it's really no biggie. I would just really like it if it were a bit easier. And my friends in they're love struck situations is only sickening, not helping at all, lol.
Enough chit chat~ I should be back soon after this with results of the new photo shoot coming up.. oh, and pics and news of my outing to the soap box derby this Saturday!! :D Have never been to one so... pretty excited.. ^^
Oh, and a pic from when me and my friends went to take pictures and a pic I recently drew because I felt like it :)
Labels: fashion, movies, music, poine's pictures
