Monday, October 01, 2007
I've been waiting.. but omgz!! x/
I've been waiting for October and yet it feels so cluttered now.. so much to do and not enough money.. I want to do all of it though =/ *practices pleading to parents*
Here's what's in store already!! I got all this info TODAY, Lol~
A six flags get-together with ECC members/ Nana day ppl on the 14th.. then another with school friends on the 20th, my homecoming coronation the next day; 21st, then a public Halloween party on the 26th and 27th, which is also my homecoming date, then a few friends are having personal parties which they don't know the date to yet. Besides that I have to get gifts for 3 of my friends I think by the 13th, they have birthday parties planned too, don't know when.. and a anniversary gift to my friend and her boyfriend on the 12th x(
Gosh, I don't know what to do, and what costumes to wear to what. I mean.. like which on both Six Flags dates, school, all the parties.. ACK. Damn busy crammed month.. i'll have to come up with like one or two extra outfits and A LOT of cash Dx!!
WTF man!! AHHHHHHH!!
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Besides that, today at school Brandon announced Brandy had her beautiful baby girl :3 I can't wait to see pictures.. she finally had her baby!! Last night at 1:30+ am ^^
Also.. me and Tilford.. I think I can overcome this weird relationship we have. All this time i've been thinking he's had a girlfriend, but I think they broke up. o.o Doesn't matter though.. I realized even if he DOES has feelings for me, they aren't as strong as he's sexual drive. -_- He only sees me as another "sexy" girl. And of course, that's not good enough. So forget it then.. I have no time to waste. And the bad thing about it is, his girlfriend, ex-gf or whatever, and I could have been good friends! She's really cool and we actually have tons in common. But now it's just TOO awkward! Today I think she also realized we both could of said something to each other, but we didn't.. so i'll leave it at that. The way she acted, like I wasn't there.. I'm beyond ignoring the awkwardness.. but if she doesn't wanna face it, forget it all together! I've been frustrated for no reason, and so has everyone else, so I'll be the first to put an end to it. No matter how much I might miss the small little things that made things fun, there's no point in continuing this. Someone will only end up getting hurt.. that someone most likely being me.
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