Thursday, September 06, 2007
Thy Tounge Is Sharp
Omg, today was such a messed up day.. and it wasn't really THAT bad, but my attitude was weak.. I was ready to say the wrong things to the wrong people. I lost respect for some adults. And I already started off bad because my hair was SO unruly x/
Period 1: Ms Kelley made us do a different body with this writing prompt we've been doing! I poured my heart into that third body paragraph.. and it was SO successful! Now she's changed it and told us to do it all over again?! I could die..
Next, was bored to death at a 2 hour long assembly of our Principal for B&E (business & entrepreneurship) speaking about nothing. Then some guy pissed me off because he called my friend a dog. He's a grown man, and he's acting like that? The Juniors were to fill the first 5 rows, and yets there were Juniors in the 9th row on down, so this guy tells them to move down and they don't. He asks again, and one of the students make him look bad. So instead of spotting them out, he nudges my friend who is only on the 6th row, to get up. But he yelled it to her! And she told him to calm down, but he cut her off and was like, "I said get up right NOW!" Making a scene and shit. What the hell did she do to you? Nothing! And there weren't enough seats anyway. By the time she would of got to the seat it would have been filled, so common sense was for her to just stay put. So then he got in her face and was like, "What?? Having a hard time understanding me? What.. don't tell me you don't speak English? Huh? You don't?? Bow wow, woof woof. You understand that, don't you?" Oh no he didn't!! I said to him, "So.. are you calling her a dog?" He tried to speak but I cut him off. "I mean.. if she didn't speak English.. she would speak another language right? Why'd you lower her down to not being human? Is it that serious? Are you that fed up with her? Why? Because of a seat? I don't see anybody giving out free money, we can see and hear perfectly, it's not.." and then he just walked away. Lol.. What an Asshole.. he should of apologized. That was totally uncalled for. And how does that make him look? Bad mouthing a child? He's a fucking grown man! I am SO glad he wasn't saying all that to me because I would have went off and got suspended. It pissed me off the whole day.
Since 4th hour was shortened, it was boring as hell.. then 6th period was stupid. My trig teacher doesn't TEACH us. He's sorry. I don't like him one bit.
Then lunch was quiet and out of order because the principal made all the seniors go to the Senior Cafeteria. T_T
Then in Mr. Lee's class we had to take a Diagnostic instead of presenting our group project! Ugh.. hate pop quizzes.. not to mention, Tay was making me super angry. And Latricia had my phone and went off of school campus with it. Scummy bitch. Who does she think SHE is leaving with MY belongings?! And then telling me that she didn't even care about it and she'll take as long as she wants, getting all smart mouthed and sarcastic! I see.. you wanna be sarcastic? Oh! You'll see my things again! Sure.. when you ask? Never ya stupid asshole! hahah x) What a ignorant prick. Never will I let her use my things. She's so stupid... like, why would you bad mouth someone that's letting you use they're mobile phone and wear they're clothing and accessories? What does she take me for?! Well.. she might of thought she could use me, but she is in for a surprise. And she better have my necklace and money she owes me by tomorrow!
Other than all that, while I was waiting for her to come to give me my phone, Toledo came to the school! (ex high school sweet heart) D: Noooooo! My bad hair day!!!!!!!!! ;w; I can't believe he was there. Omg.. I had to pretend I didn't see him.. he looked at me and smiled. But not a nice smile.. a smirk like he was laughing at how bad I looked. x/
Later when I got my phone back, he passed by and I called out to him. I asked him why he was at this school, and did he go here. He didn't hear me, so I said it again. He didn't hear me, and I was already fed up that he looked so good and I looked so crappy and last year. So I shouted, "Do you go to school?!" lol.. he started laughing and said, "No, i'm not a drop out." I laughed and asked if he went here. He told me he went to Washington High now. I said it was good to see him and he smiled waving as he continued walking. ARGH!! I'm so angry with myself.. I wanted to ask so much more, I wanted to ask him when he'll be back to visit the school.. but I didn't wanna seem like a stalker. x( Oh, only if he went there.. i'd be a lot more comfortable.
I wish Ni went there now too. I said that her leaving was a good and bad thing. Good because I got in touch with so many of my friends.. but now this year most of them are gone, and most of them act differently, I could care less.
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You give me warmth
I just now realized.. the care I had for you was all a mistake. Why fall all over you when I never had the intension to even fight for you? Or the drive to want you more than any other girl? Nor the courage to express how much you meant to me. But, I will never forget you.. even to this day you were on my mind. This day, where you've appeared before my eyes. I almost didn't believe it.. you swarmed into me without me even noticing it. It was so careless of me.. to carry my shock so bluntly.. my guard was left broken. But such eye candy can blind a girl if she sees too much of it.. but can hurt a girl if she doesn't get enough of it. So please show yourself every now and then. And every time, I promise to open myself up to you, like I had planned to all those other times. I'm sorry for waiting so long.. i'm sorry for falling so hard and kidding myself so deep. But let it be known, your presence boils my blood.. and I can't help but to smile. No matter how broken down, the very sight of you gives me warmth.
I wrote that sitting on the wall by the student parking lot of my school waiting for my mom, xD Like right after Toledo left to go where ever he was going. Yep, my mom took forever to get there.
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Oh! My schedule got switched around too.. this is my new course schedule.. ack:
Period 1: Spanish 2 - Mrs. Bertos
Period 2: American Lit/ Comp - Ms. Kelley
Period 3: Chemistry 1 - Ms. Gladden
Period 4: Investing - Mr. Lakhani
Period 5: Graphic Arts Tech - Ms. Hassan-Randle
Period 6: Adv Alg & Trigonometry - Mr. Hollis
Period 7: Prin/Accounting 1 - Ms. Revere, J
Period 8: U S History - Mr. Lee
Period 9: Advisement - Ms. Pitchford
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