Saturday, March 03, 2007

Not a good start for the year 2007\\ :(

Every year i've had ALWAYS had something incredibly horrible about it.. but every year turned out like that. Never had they started off horrible.

It's only been two months and already, I lost my boyfriend, my heart throb wasn't who I thought he was, my school friends grew apart from me, my grades have went down, I missed the Military ball, my supposedly best friend got pregnant, she's turned into a total bitch, my closes friends are feuding, I can't even talk to one of them without this other girl, i've cried at least 20 times, i'm not getting any healthier, my doctors' are lying to me, my problem isn't getting helped, people at school are starting to notice, everyones just using me, and the only person who'd never do me wrong, and was always by my side, decided to drop out of school.

Two months! This may not be shocking for you or anyone else, but i've never gone through this much at the beginning of a year. Actually none of this all at once period!

It's just not the year I thought it was.

The Military ball was last night..I failed to attend. I'm not in JROTC anymore, but I could have still went. But why am I so worked up? I didn't really want to attend, I just wanted to see everyone. You see, this year the entire school system was joining together to have the ball..so i'd be everyone in every school in APS system in JROTC that would be there. Wow, that's a lot of people!

I wanted to see all my middle school friends and family at the other schools, and especially, I wanted to see Jordan. I wanted him to see me one last time before he moved. I wanted everyone to see me one last time, because after this, we'll be going to college, and who knows if we'll ever see each other?

I know I could always go next year..but this year was the first, and it won't be the same.

I was suppose to go to Ashely's party today, but she left a message on my phone saying everything was postponed. Now I want to go shopping, but I should spend this weekend getting my moms presents, Thursdays her birthday :))

Well..I just wanted to rant..stopping now, nothing else to blog about.

CIAO~

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