Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Is this the worst Wednesday ever??
I really think Wednesday is my new hate day..even if it's one of the days where I LOVE my schedule..I absolutely hated these last two hours. I wanted to scream.
My EX-boyfriend, who I haven't seen in a year and talked to in half the time..called me out of the blue..how he got my mobile number, I don't even know. But he spat out, "I'm in the neighborhood, I'm stopping by your house." And hung up. -_-;
I spent the first 15 minutes trying to find out who it was..I thought someone was playing a joke. Except when he called back saying to come outside..so I went to the door and saw a car in front of my house and someone walking up to the door. I just went to my aunt and asked if she was expecting company..but she said she wasn't.
Insensitive as I was, I opened the door. I don't even wanna type this now. I can't get over how shocking and just...angry I was!! I kept thinking, 'Oh God, someone please kill me now..KILL ME NOW!!' But I just wouldn't die! x/ And my mom and aunt were just taking sides and putting me out there!! Whhhyyyyyy?! Why was he in the neighborhood?!?!
Ni said because Valentines day is coming up, lol. That made me laugh so hard. Gawd..he's a male gold digger! I can't see what female would buy things for her boyfriend anyway honestly..with them not doing anything?? No way..my day is ruined...and he made me miss LOST. T__T
--Thankful my SCawaii! Magazine came!! :D<--Teaser♥ Of course it's featuring Ayu, lol. And in my teaser, it has the picture I used of her in my pink Ayu layout I had before this one. It's talking all about her black & white best albums coming up, and how she's changed her appearance. But not just her(in the teaser anyway). They put her along with other stars that have also really changed their appearance. Showing their before picture next to them..the small one. You'll be able to see it better when I put up all the scans..that'll be on St. V's Day :>
In the picture..Christina Aguilera, Avril Lavigne, Ashlee Simpson(yuck..), Ayumi Hamasaki, Koda Kumi and Fergie.. :]
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And I forgot to add yesterday..ALSO..Catherine Hutchins..the annoying psychopath i dislike..I never said how we discussed our differences. She thinks we're "okay" now. That we have no issues..and if we did, we can maturely sort it out and debate. In World History we all have clusters that sit four or more. I'm the leader of my cluster, but it's only three of us. Ashely, Paul and I. So she had asked if she can't join us for the rest of the year..I don't know...It's true we've grown past childish back talk and secrets..but like Paul said.."Catherine, you being changed and better isn't the issue. It was never the issue. You're annoying and sick. And even though you did change, that's still not great. Portia just doesn't like you. She never did. Period. Get over yourself.." O__O
OMG! >o< You should of seen her face....I felt so bad.. I beat up on Paul to make her feel better, because that was harsh. True, but he didn't have to say it so casual..and he shouldn't of said it anyway! However..it's true..I couldn't have thought what he said any better..I just don't like her, she shouldn't bother to make me like her, and try to change. It's making me dislike her more. And no, she can't be in my cluster..I can't stand her. I guess i'm bitchy and picky..and just all talk, because at the same time, I wantus to be alright. Probably because she's trying to change herself and be MY friend, and I feel guilty for not giving her a chance..but after all, when I tried to be nice to her, she shot me down and toyed with me. She acted as if..'i'm not threatened by her, so I can taunt her all I want.' No way, I told her straight if she kept misjudging me, she'd get really hurt. And now that the truths out..she feels like a lame ass and wants to be friends ... No way I could never befriend someone who is so backstabbing, fake, full of pride, and yet such a HUGE follower. How can you love yourself so much but just follow around others like a pet? That's like flexing your bounds. Everyone knows she follows around Brittany, so why would she act as if she doesn't mean anything when she's NOT around her? And when Brittany did find out Catherine said she didn't have her in check..she embarrassed her in front of everyone, and she stood there. Taking it. Yes, you can do nothing but feel pity and stand up for her..but I truly wouldn't show her mercy. She's a fraud, and a coward. And even though this 'Brittany' is bad to her, she totally deserves it. Enough ranting~
Never make someone a priority in your life, when your only an option in theirs
Labels: ayumi hamasaki, life, school
