Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Fudge Sickle T__T
I am so sick. I have some kind of stomach virus.. i keep throwing up and getting sicker every time I eat or lay down. I was up like all night last night. I get so weak, I can't get up to get out and get the rest of my Nana things. On top of that, my only purpose for doing that Nana character is gone. Yuri won't be important without Nobu, and the person playing Nobu can't go to the photoshoot. I'm like totally pointless there now. And even if I am pointless or sick when I go, I might not even go because my mom said I can't go unless Areku goes with me. And Areku's going out of town. No one knows if she'll be back by the 7th or not. London doesn't think she can come either. And after all that mess she caused me, I just wanna meet her. I'm really not sour about anything she did anymore. And Areku told me Chyna is going to be with her cousin all week, so she may not be able to come. And I really want her to come because she has to help me alter my outfit. *sigh* everything is going down the drain. And all I wanted to do was have fun... I didn't ask for all this. It's such a load of bull. Only if I wasn't sick, and Reamy (person playing Nobu) could come. If only Chyna brought all her things and spent the night with me and Areku.. everything would be just fine. All this over nothing.. it's all disappointing. Why'd this have to happen? Stupid stupid devil. Always jacking up someone's time. Ugh.. nothing ever works out right.
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