Tuesday, April 24, 2007
時夏時間来るか?? x[
[Mood:] Angry and confused[Listening to:] Isn't it Beautiful(Suteki da Ne) by Ritsuki Nakano
SUMMER TIME WHEN WILL YOU COME? --
私は従ってうんざりする性交の病人、そうある。 実際に、私は私のお母さんにとても疲れ、私の生命の皆いる。誰も私のようではない、物はI偽りなく愛私を常に言うことがわからないし、断念しない。 そして皆私は従ってに近いあるならない。私は実際にその恐ろしいか。 その悲しいおよび病気か。 私はなぜこうすれば扱われ続けるか。事はなぜどうしても方法私によってが今度ばかりはほしい行くことができないか。 私は私がそれを失おうと思っていることを誓う。
I am so fucking sick, so fed up.. really, I am. Tired of my mom and everyone in my life. The ones I truly love do not understand me or always abandon me.. and everyone else just isn't close to me. Am I really horrible? That pathetic? Why do I continue to be treated this way? Why can't things just go the way I want for once? Why must I be surrounded by such low life people? Who hate and criticize me for nothing? Why must I be judged and not reasoned with? Why do people keep doubting me and putting me down like I just don't mind? They are THAT insensitive! These people.. they're suppose to be friends! And I can't find new ones because everywhere I go, every bodies the same. And no one won't except me.. they just try to change me and mold me into how THEY want me to be. Fakers! All of them. I wish they would all go away..
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Damn! I never knew how much people liked my music, I was making a new playlist and uploading songs on Imeem. So I went through my own music section and saw about 30 new comments i've never seen before, it was weird for me. All of them were saying, "Oh! Thanks so much for uploading this! I love this song! Can you e-mail it to me?! Here's my e-mail, thanks!" or "This song is pretty awesome! E-mail it to me okay?" -_-;; It was like 10+ email addresses in every comment, xD The funny thing about it is, some of them won't be getting it :0
The playlist I made I put on this page :) It's a classical kinda mellow theme.. >> Not at first, but there's a lot of those songs.. since i'm feeling so crappy. But they're all nice songs. Peaceful they all are :)
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