Friday, April 13, 2007
April Showers? May Flowers :D
[Mood:] Fair[Listening to:] Nothing; watching Marmalade Boy
xD Wow, this blog title really gets me all lovey dovey feeling, lmao! Probably because I just finished watching two episodes of Marmalade Boy. The entry was suppose to be named something else but when I thought of April showers, I couldn't resist. lol.
Anyway, it's been exactly a month and 5 days since i've seen Tianzhen :(( I really hope she's not in Oklahoma. That way there's a better chance in seeing her. Hmm, maybe that's selfish, I mean I do want her to see her family, but this is the person I use to spend everyday with. School time, at the restaurant and I was the only person that broke her curfew. lol. I've called her, but I keep getting her machine, and I haven't been able to go to her restaurant. And.. I'm such a nice person.. gawd, why do I have to be so kind?! It ruins me!! The only chance I got to go to her restaurant, I ruined it by taking Jemmy home instead. She missed her bus and she didn't have her money anymore. So I asked my mom to take her home. After my mom took her home, she had no gas and she had to get back home to finished what she was doing before dark. She said by the time we go over there and come back, it'll be late.. so I couldn't go. T.T Me and my sincerity..ugh. I swear, whenever I do actually sacrifice something of mine to help someone, I never get anything good out of it. Not just that, but always an unfair outcome. *sigh*
BLAH. Random Ayumi scans for the April Showering, hahas~
Click to enlarge :))
SWEET MAGAZINE APRIL 2007
FRAU MAGAZINE APRIL 2007
(cover only)
EDIT: Today, I visited the teachers Tianzhen's would go to for help on her English Ms. James and Ms. Clark. But only Ms. James was there. Ever since Tianzhen left, I haven't been in to visit. Ms. James asked have I talked to Tianzhen, or seen her, but I said no. I mentioned I haven't been by her restaurant nor reached her by phone.. saying I only got her machine. Ms. James said she only got the machine also.. but talked to her sometime between March 13th and now.. an exact month. She said then, she was in Texas waiting for her plane to Oklahoma. T.T I don't know what to believe because Tianzhen lies to them because she doesn't want them to know everything since their adults, and she can't really trust them keeping her away from the law.. she is illegal, so she can't get too wound up. Me on the other hand, she tells me the truth. So I don't know if Ms. James was told the truth or a lie, but Tianzhen did tell her this.. so there must be something. Because she did say like 45 days or less she was going to Oklahoma.. and that was March 8th when she told me, so.. maybe. But then that means I can't go to her restaurant to see her. Or talk to her.. for I don't know how much longer. And I don't know if she just left for Spring Break or.. if she's still there.. or somewhere else.. it's all so sucky. T^T
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