Thursday, February 12, 2009

I'm mad


Soooo... I pretty much want to go home and cry right now... just cry and break things and take my anger out on ALL the stupid people that piss me off and got something to say.

I'm mad I woke up before my alarm, cut it off, and woke up late. -__-

I'm mad I didn't get to eat this morning.

I'm mad I was dreaming about you while I was sleeping....

I'm mad I actually believe you're the MOST to blame for keeping me from where I was suppose to be.

I'm mad I now have no control over thinking of you...

I'm mad these stupid braids are so annoying, painful and stiff. I'm mad they're STILL not ready yet and I didn't think to cut them shorter before hand.

I'm mad it took A LOT of time to get ready and it was basically a waste.

I'm mad I could of caught the bus but then it left.

I'm mad I can't convey my feelings to you without losing in some kind of way.

I'm mad it's not easy ignoring how I feel.

I'm mad that theif always compliments me... kissing my butt won't make me forget nor will it make me think differently, so stop wasting your breathe!

I'm mad i'm realizing how heartless and evil you can be...

I'm mad the great group picture we took today got deleted because of one person's opinion... that wasn't fair and I hate when what that person says is final.. who are they? Nobody. A person who needs an attitude check.

I'm mad I keep getting left out of stuff and no one informs me and puts me around their schedule.. um.. i'm gonna stop trying to fit.. I have my own stuff. If I get informed late, forget it. I don't have time chasing nobody.

I'm mad how we have some weird things going on recently... it's messed up.

I'm mad how we aren't even "friends", but we still talk and hang out and flirt and kid around, but you always disown me to the public. I don't say we're not friends, but it's all good classmate.

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♥//Blog Tunes


TEMP blog tunes

☆Photo Of The Moment

Ayumi Hamasaki
It's been a long while since Ayumi's even been on my mind.. since Kpop consumed me. But I thinks it's quite obvious even so, she'll always be my favorite Asian idol. Ayu is looking especially awesome in these two photos.. reminds me of old days :)

♥//The Blogger

Hi, I'm Portia! ^~^
If you dislike Asian what-so-ever, just leave. If you're offended by anything, just say so. If you'd like to stay, you're more than welcome. But make sure you at least leave a comment on the C-BOX. Thanks! <3

Age- 18
Gender- Female
DOB- December 3rd
Astrological Sign- Sagittarius
Chinese Zodiac- Horse
Occupation- Something that Pays the bills & is enjoyable!
Location- Georgia, United States
Attending- Some higher level teaching facility called "College". Fascinating, yeah?
Blogging- 3 years 3 months
My friend Oranje started calling me Kawaii Princess Poine, so most of my peeps on de net have been calling me that too, or just Poine (pronounced JOIN). Anyhow, I love anime, I love music, I love fashion, and my themes are always revolved around that. (besides my mood) This is a personal blog. Well.. 80% personal, 5% public, and 15% media. If you don't like the things I type, that's your problem and I suggest you handle it the best way fit. By NOT spamming me :D Or you could always just leave, that's a good way ^^

♥//Loves..

.:.Japanese stuff.. x3
.:.I’m probably the biggest
[Ayumi Hamasaki] Fan in the U.S.. who is black, xD
.:.Afternoon rain♥
.:.The break of dawn
.:.Late nights..
.:.Cute/adorable stuff
.:.Pretty & really awesome girls
.:.Cool, georgeous people..
.:.Asian girls/guys
.:.Girly clothes (even though I don't wear them)
.:.Street & Couture Fashions :3
.:.Costume Play♠
.:.Make-Up
.:.Anime(NANA, etc.)
.:.Movies
.:.MUSIC!!
.:.Mini Coopers *-*
.:.Art
.:.Males.. :3
.:.Morning Musume
.:.Vivienne Westwood
.:.Photography
.:.Wonder Girls
.:.Vivienne Westwood
.:.2PM <33333
Oranje; BB♥
DE AI NI <33
.:.Always in my thoughts <3

☆//DESIRES

To get into the school I want to :S To get some contacts Visiline braces
More Cash :S
More winter clothes
Low-top sneakers
A winter hat that goes over the ears A nice plo scarf
Longer, thicker hair
A silver pair of flats
Vivienne Westwood jewelry
To get my 2nd hole
Have my seborrhea clean for at least a month every month
More rings
Dye my hair
Lose more weight
Flatten my stomach!!
Do good at school!
A J.O.B
To make high marks on my college entry tests!!
To get an upgrade OR PSP slim
 Peace with certain people

☆//Tags plz :]

moshi moshi
If you don't know already, I answer under the name Poine.

ayumiroxallbitches@yahoo.com Yahoo!IM: littleportia
Spammers: Spam my e-mail so it can automatically TRASH. That'll save me time from hurting your feelings and killing your ego... or banning you :D

☆//PREVIOUS ENTRIES

☆//Sayonara

A-Nation {Spanish}
Jpop & Kpop
Swifty Writing
More Spastic Sentiments
Rendered Beauty
Cat Crossing
Simply Restless
Blasterdation
Silver Cascade
Kagaminya
Pink-Treacle

☆//Exit back to me

XANGA {2nd blog}
LJ{3rd blog}
Myspace {active}
Imeem {videos, photos & music}
Deviant Art
Best Stuff {My Loves}
Cyworld {Add if you want}

☆//Link to me??

☆//HITS

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