Sunday, October 08, 2006
2 days After The Harvest Moon~
It's been 37 days since i've posted anything here. Why do I post here at all? It's not like I use journals to re-read; it's not like my memory isn't already indifferently stable; It's not like i'm anti-social; it's not like someone actually reads them...so why am I technically talking to myself? It makes me feel better? I like to type out what's been happening in my life or what i'm thinking, but I don't know why..I just do..so I never told what happened with the AWA convention..I never found a Yoruichi costume..Bleach, I finally watched..it's pretty good..I like it..but instead for the con, I went to China town and bought a Chinese mini dress which is black with gold flowers, and a pink and gold kimono..I got complements on the kimono. The pictures were really crappy. Uh..I really don't feel like typing but, also I went driving with one of my old friends I haven't seen in four years and her mom Saturday before last..uh, my grades raised in school, so glad..probably why I haven't posted in 37 days..was too busy getting work done..anyway, my current problem of the year is how the guys of my school..mainly 12th graders are leaving and i'm so sad. Friday, I was thinking all day of how this guy I have a strange liking to is leaving in the Spring..I don't think I have feelings for him, because every time I see him, I don't get carried, or even pay too much attention to it..but for some reason, every time someone mentions him, or I see him in a picture, I can't focus. I can never get him off my mind, it's so strange. =/ What does that mean?? lol. It just sounds like I like him, but I act so casual when he's around, so it seems like I don't. Maybe i'm just a emotional girl, and i'm sad because I think i'll never see him again. You see me..I don't like people. Now I know how that sounds, but it's so true. They come into your life, even if they have no relation, and then leave you forever..I can just cry right now thinking about it. Like..I get sad not seeing a stranger I see a lot. lol, it's not really weird, because everyone misses people they've been seeing a lot, even if they don't know them right? Like people you see on the hall way at school, or someone you see at stores? When you don't see them anymore, everything is different. But that makes me sad, because I don't want these people to leave. Haha, sure i'll get over it, but...sometimes I don't. It's really stupid but, even people i've only had one conversation with on the phone or on the internet and never met in person. Unless I just don't really care about them, i'll cry and be sad, and it pains me. So I hate people. I hate high school. I'm a Sophomore (10th year) and all the seniors of last year have all gone to college. Split apart, and that still makes me sad. Monday, one of them came up to the school..I kinda had a crush on him last year, but I got over it. Anyway, I was totally thinking about the senior of this year I like, that's leaving, when I saw him walking towards me. I almost froze in my foot steps and hugged him because I thought I'd never see him again, but he was pre-occupied with someone I didn't like, so I snapped back to reality and went home. It was the end of the day. I thought i'd never see him again but I did, and who knows if he won't come back and visit, or i'll see him somewhere else? So it'll most likely be that way with others..but it still makes me sad. Probably because I regret not ever talking to them. Anyway, I just go on when i'm all emotional..lol ^^; And doing so makes me feel good, so I guess it's good that I type these. :] Uh..my birthdays coming up, that's all I can think about. Also I keep wishing my Mandarin friend didn't have to work so much, she has no free time. I wish I can go over her house or she could come over, because she's the only person at my school I connect with so greatly. I guess that's all I have to blog about..so i'll go ahead and post my crappy pictures. 
I think that guy really looks like Vash..(from left to right) Meryll and Vash from Trigun cosplayers and my friend Areku..the weird tall guy in the back is not in it. ^^I hate that Areku! She totally kept taking pictures when I wasn't ready!! =_=; Me and a girl cosplaying as Chun-Li from Street Fighters.
There's the little hefer there! The one threatning to cut off Kagome's head that sucks at taking pictures! lol. Me and Areku totally hate Kagome, but Areku hates her more..so we got this girl cosplayed as Kagome to agree on doing this picture..actually, the idea was for her to be begging for her life, or looking scarded, but she stated she'd only do it if she could flip us off for hating Kagome. And boy did we argue..So all haters, Kagome says f**k you, and to all fans of that home wrecker, Kikyo is better, and she doesn't need a man to come to her rescue like that sorry excuse for a reincarnated preistess, wandering soul or not! So go screw yourself. :] (only toward haters of Kikyo because they think Kagome is better xP)
Very simple..the FMA stars and me. ^^ Oh boy, if that cosplayer as Ed was a guy and hott, my Kimono would totally be ripped apart if you know what I mean. Lmao! I'm such a whore sometimes. ^^ Moving on!
My favortie one with me in it..I guess..I mean, it's the one I show off a lot, so yeah, I guess it is my favorite. lol. Anyway, the texture is bad and so is the lighting, but I love how it came out..probably like it because it's the best of the bunch. ^^ Hinata from Naruto cosplayer.And the last one i'll be showing with myself alone and someone else, as me and the charecter I was suppose to go as. Lol! I'm just now thinking of why I didn't ask her how or where she got her outfit! She's cosplaying as Yoruichi from Bleach..not the outfit I was gonna wear, but it'd be cool if I did go as her, then we'd be Yoruichi from the past and Yoruichi now..weird cause i'm taller. ^^Areku with the Pucca fan girls ^^ Sooo cute..the one in the yellow is 18..they make Areku look big and tall, when actually i'm four inches taller than her and i'm 5'9" ^^
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