Monday, November 14, 2011
Pit of disappointment :/ + Club Activities
Leaving where I left off with my last post, I was so excited for my new 'love interest'. Obviously like I stated, I'm just Portia being Portia, because I started falling for someone too soon without knowing the repercussions. And now, I am left with a disappointment I did not even imagine. My entire day has been in a pit after Eduardo called me at noon saying how he wanted to see me~ :) I admit first I was taken by surprise, but all in all, I was ecstatic because I had been thinking about him all weekend. Of course there's no other awesome time than the time your 'love interest' shows they're too interested. Anyway, he was already out so I expected him to drop by soon. To my dismay, he never showed up. I spent 4 hours thinking about it, waiting, tidying up, freshening up, trying to relax until I realized all the time that had went by. By that time I was furious -.- I contacted him to find out something had came up but he said he was still coming back later on.. still never showed up x'( Not going to go into detail.. pretty much felt let down about it.
Decided instead of feeling pitiful, just take my anger and use it to fuel my last dance practice today~ At school apart of Korean club there's a little sub group, Kpop Dance Team that learns some kpop dances together. Our president originally wanted us to do this to perform at the Korean Festival which is this Tuesday at our school. So Monday is the last dance practice. We're dancing a small compilation of three dances: Miss A's - Goodbye Baby, SNSD's - Gee, and Shinee's - Hello. I can't wait to practice~ I was stoked anyway, but now, thank you senseless guy for making that anxiousness stronger. Got some steam to let off. Most definitely.
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